Okay, been a long time since i've updated.
haven't really had the time and mood to do so.

HMMM.
expect nothing interesting.


JC life is difficult.

Well, it's subjective. But it is to me at least.
There's just a seemingly ENDLESS flow of assignments and test and all.
You even burn out ALL your weekends just trying to cope with the hella workload.
Two words= NO LIFE. ( Haha! yes. )
I'm screwing up pretty bad, to the extent that sometimes i can't help but feel i'm not so intellectually inclined, or in simple terms, somewhat dumb. /:
Why is it that everyone else can get the concepts and flair for all their essays and sums but I can't?
okay, i know its wrong to compare but i cant help it. \
Reality hits hard.
( & to think, it's only the 4th month of first year)
mid years are coming. Dang.

Anyway, i kinda miss track. Gotta do A LOT of conditioning before i can get back in the previous form i guess. Been long since my last training.

But i wanna put my 101% of focus on netball now.
Gonna play hard for all the matches and have NO regrets.
The opening game of netball A' div season's tmr.
Against AJC.
we've got YJC, TJC, ACSIB in our grouping.
Tmr's match is the most important, actually.
Not hinting anything but i guess we should all know why it is the case.
Anxiety's sorta kicking in a bit. but i'm excited at the same time.
FITNESS, GAME READING, COMMUNICATION, TEAMWORK, FOCUS.
ALL THE WAY CJC NETBALL! (:
on a personal note, i hope those that aren't in main 12 will come down and share the same adrenaline and all together with us. We are afterall, A TEAM. (:

T4 is still as T4-ish.
just that everyone's obviiously stress-er too.
Oh man. Nvm, we'll stick it out together.


Okaaaaaayyyy I should just psycho myself with cliches
" Don't give up, never say die, keep on going!"
Ya da Ya da Ya da.
No it won't work. i need more MOTIVATION.
yes, that's what i need to find.
maybe i SHOULD be self-motivated but somehow the stress and all's just burning all of the optimism i used to have.



Ughhh, okay.
heads up.
just keep on smiling it off.
perservere.






It's just warming up to win.
It's just the steps to success.



It's just part and parcel of Life.


Thank God for:

My family, esp my mum, i treasure every litle thing that you do.
Every little msg, action and word is a reflection of your unconditional love for me. I treasure that a lot.

My friends, ( yes, ALL of you)
For the endless support, encouragement and simple happiness that you bring into my life.
Life without friends like all of you is a life that's incomplete.
Everyone holds a special and different meaning in my heart & i thank you all for everything.


& okay, to end things on a happier note,
(HEEHEEHEE)
It's 9 more days to the FOURTH OF MAY.
and in case you didn't realise,

ITS THE DAY LIM AN NI ANNE HITS SEXY SEVENTEEN.
(:



Okay it's 12:10 and i've still got a hitory outline to do,
revision for econs test.
and i'm SUPPOSED to rest early for tmr's match.

Good game.

TILL THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN,
<3







Beautiful soul.