okay i can't seem to open the hard drive in the computer,
means i cant open all the songs that i've been anticipating!
NEHHHHHHHmind. my new laptop will meet me tomorrow, and hopefully i can work something out. ( Being the IT noob that I am ) haha!
yknow up till now, i still believe my old laptop is somewhere.
sitting in a rusted lost-and-found cabinet of some ulu pandan police station,
or maybe having juice and jam dripped all over it in another person's cozy corner..
hahahhaha! OKAY SELD-DENIAL LAH BUT I STILL CANT BELIEVE WHAT A MORON I AM T HAVE LOST. A. LAPTOP!

But its fine, just a HUGE LESSON LEARNT. period! :D

HOKAYS,

IF, opportunity comes knocking at your door, what would you say to it?
would you grab it, would you smother it with much hospitality, or would you slam your door in its face.
Would you even notice it?
or would it be a misperception?
would it don an invisibility cloak, or shrink a million times from its potential magnificentness?

Would you grab it and be scared to lose it?
and if you lose it, slam the next door?

or would you grab it, then not know what to do with it?
and would you show much hospitality then kick it out..


I,
would ask opportunity to









































come in for a bowl of bah chor mee.
andthenwe'lllivehappilyeveraftercosallyouneedislovehahhahahahahahahahahahaokayrandomshit,gotchaaaaaaaaaaaa!

hahahha no lah,
i'll make a decision i wont turn back on.
(:



ANYWAY, ITS THE START OF THE FINAL LAP IN CJ.

Im gonna train #$#$%#$^ hard for netball nationals.
no more excuses for myself.
imjuries, fatigue and sluggish attitudes are all bottomless pits we allow ourselves to fall into.
STUDIES, are gonna be a huge priority.
its time to focus and be more pro-active in lessons.

I BELIEVE THAT ITS HOW MUCH I WANT IT.
AND THIS TIME, ITS GONNA BE HARD,

HARD TO STOP ME.
NO, HARD TO STOP US.

I KNOW I'VE GOT MY FRIENDS' BACKS AND THEY'VE GOT MINE.
WE NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER.