Everything in it's time

2008-02-23T10:28:00.001+08:00

OKAY WO BAN JIA LE
Moved to http://831mixtapes.livejournal.com :D

yup livejournal's finally set up!
Journal's gonna be better now cos i can control the privacy feature of entries! :D
Gonna miss this one here but nevermind, i always have the archives with me!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!

2008-02-23T00:13:00.004+08:00

Mixtape of emotions.

Hmm anyway, cool quote from luo er:

" when you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. "

:D

Tongue tied; faber drive

".. I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time .. "

need more luck than a little bit.
someone tweak my brains to focal mode.

2008-02-19T23:08:00.003+08:00

and when it rains on your parade,
look up and not down,
cos without rain, there'd be no rainbow.

831;

2008-02-18T21:42:00.004+08:00

I must really love daddy-God for blessing me with such wonderful friends.
Ones that are with me through the shittiest and bestest moments of life,
ones that know what my heart feels without me actually verbalising it.
Ones whom i know i need.

Verses from the train ride home are still in my head
" if you call me tonight, i'll say that im fine
but i bet you can't tell by the tone of my voice it's just a lie"
" you just might see that im falling, deeper and deeper and deeper in love"

Tonight's not the night t finish however much assignments i owe and the supposed econs test tomorrow.
Lin hua hua too, we're just fullySTTMed today, Not good.
Life rocks better with laughter and smiling hearts, Obviously.
But not everyday is a Sunday.

A typical a-b-c situation can have its complexities.
It sucks really to say or do things against your will.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
I hate to fathom the situation of not knowing how to make lemonade, or even how much to make, how much we can make -- will we make.
Figuratively speaking, of course.

Nevermind, no problem is too big for Anne to solve 'cos i'm always bigger. (:
Guess cliches are handy here,
how everything happens for a reason in which only time itself will reveal.

This situation's not the best , BUT neither is it the worst.
So, i guess its bout sticking through it and dealing with it together yup.
LIN HUA HUA TMR WILL BE A NEW SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY!

Double-edged sword:
Matters of the heart.
Kills you not, stronger lot.

okayy buddy just said econs test is on thurs, so means tonight's safe.
I spent the entire time looking for nice tunes to chillax to, with the company of bakwas and cookies -- apt refuge! (:
yay so i can sleep earliez for 0630 bus. I pray i dont snooze, AGAIN.
okay TOMORROW i must REALLY try to focus on my work, say-rious-lee.

Till then!

Ohh, i got peekturez.

ROCKAFELLA WITH MY FAVES!

T4 AND OUR ARTISTIC DISPLAY (:

VDAY WITH BESTIE!

(:

VOILA, VICTOIRE!

2008-02-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

3RD MARCH
0800-1115: GENERAL PAPER
1300-1500: MATH

4TH MARCH
1300-1500: HISTORY

5TH MARCH
1300-1600: LITERATURE

6TH MARCH
0800-1045: ECONOMICS

Alarming. very, alarming.
seriously it was a direct killjoy to the phonecall /:
counting down we've got 19 days.
no shit.
i actually stoned at my calender in an absolute rude shock.

):
Not looking good at all.
Im a thousand zillion wavelengths away from the teachers and THE syllabus.
Plus the increasing importance on netball and fitness
why's the situation so Discouraging.
shucks its always this insecurity that does me in, always.

i miss bestie, i wanna talk talk talk talk to her.
talk to her bout this, and bout whatever we talked bout in our last conversation ( i hope you still rem! (: ), basically everything.
nevermind, valentines day is coming. (:

BUDDY, i need your helo with my private journal like damn soon! ):
as dinesh said, must, "peeeeeeeeffffffttttttt, let off some steam"
/:

Thank God for friends.
i dont know what i'll do without each and every unique one of them
My Bestie, clicks, netballers, classmates, schoolmates and all.
Anne loves you all very much <3

& This's for you dear!

:D

okay getting late, goodnight!
pray tomorrow's not another day of embarrassing doze-off moments
especially when SOMEONE I LOVE A LOT proclaims aloud WHAT i fall asleep on to everyone else, HOR. :D

2008-02-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

hokays i finished chinese new year-ing pretty early!
so i've pretty much been slacking away since, feels fine.
Anything would, since im in my nice air-conditioned room away from the tropical heat!
Oh i finally got that bit off to mum, she's cool with it (yay!)
But as usual, gotta make sure i still focus on my studies all!
can't wait to tell! But not now, now's not a good time to interrupt.
hmm yeapppp so i shall, wait.

ahhh anywayy, quite a few things struck me today.
kept thinking bout everything while listening to simple, starving to be safe in the car.
i'd actually typed a heap of stuffs down.
But i decided t conclude thats it all bout control.

control it, control yourself, control the situation.
whichever, sometimes we opt for a facade.

im gonna go for a run.
will be good;

thats the house i drew for some online thing. haha.

anyway, i look forward to my jalan kayu supper later with them.
<3

2008-02-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

It's not how much love we have to start off with, but rather how much love we have to last till the end. (:
something like that, right?

ahhhhh i feel like cutting my nose off.
from a blocked nose to a really runny AND blocked one now.
my throat's dry from breathing through my mouth and its kinda irritating /:
not fun.

okay anyway, on a much much lighter note, today was great.
Some sorta unexplainable joy, (:

831.

2008-02-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

It's pretty neat to live a day at a time and have simple joys to anticipate! :D

Like today, all of just anticipated dismissal cos that's when the netballers went t have our PIPER'S PIES. OMGGGXZXZ! HAHAHHAA
http://www.pipers-pies.com/
I had a PIPER'S SPECIAL, it had large chunks of beef with some tasty sauce, just the right thickness of pastry and the shop's kinda small and cosy so i say it was VERY FUFILLING. (:

Then we headed to tea party to chillax, WAS SUPER FUNNY when we played taboo! HAHA
classic moments: ( "-" refers to the response )

" Okay uhm, (shows glutton-ish eating actions)
- GOBBLE!! (jelly) "
" It was an...
-ITSY BITSY TEENIE WINNIE YELLOW POLKA DOT BIKINI! "
" one leg in?..
-ONE LEG IN BEIJING!"
" cough.. (drops the card)
- COUGH DROPS!! "
" Okay, i am..
-JELLY!
shorter..
-JEL! (gel) "

hahahaha
and so much more- Bimbodian, construction worker all, fun fun fun times indeed! :D
ALRIGHT MORE TO COME MORE TO COMEEE!

anw, we went down t SAJC t play a match after that. okay we Lost, but i thought it was damn fun. HAHA
lots to learn from and work on yeah! overall, it was a good team effort, which is all that really matters! :D

ALRIGHT, IVE BEEN ANTICIPATING THE WEEKEND FOR THE WHOLE WEEK ALREADY AND I WILL CONTINUE TO ANTICIPATE THE WEEKENDS FOR THE LONGEST TIME THAT TIME CAN DEFINE SO ANYWAY, IM OVERJOYED THAT ITS FINALLY HEREEE! :D :D 'TIS VEHHH GOOD!

http://ieatishootipost.blogspot.com/
is cool.

OKAY TILL THEN!

2008-01-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

My weekend rocked the tastiest stars in the universe!

Okay have to address this:

Daisy Tan carnival.
10-4, 15-3, 5-7.
GOOD JOB FOR THE GOOD FIGHT ESPECIALLY FOR NJC AND NTU!
okay! I know the last one was a tad unexpected and i guess it left us stunned and kinda disappointed.. but oh well!
We get what we deserve from how much effort we put in.
so if we're disappointed in our results, we ought to check how much we sowed!
i know we do train and all but the point is about challenging ourselves, challenging the team - being challenged AS ONE TEAM. THEN CHALLENGING BEYONG OUR LIMITS.
so lets just regard that as our wake up call, we'd keep our heads high and learn from this aye!
we've only just begun and this team has high hopes.
Let's treasure this chance and make the best memory out of our college netball days!
Remember our shirt? (: [ .. till the last whistle is blown]
cannot cannot STTM OR OTOT! must CATW! :D

photos!

.... & LIFE IS GOOD !
WILL BE EVEN BETTER AS TIME GOES BY. (:

came across some of these:

"On a tous un peu peur de l'amour, mais on a surtout peur de souffrir ou de faire souffrir.
[One is always a little afraid of love, but above all, one is afraid of pain or causing pain.] "

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing floor, into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

"the heart has its reasons for which reasons know nothing of"

Trust, patience, and faith. (:

Then
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return."

Simple!

Oh ya, literary night is this friday, the theme's gothic and i've NOH EYE-DEER what to wear! hahahaha! and our history plot is dam cool, cos we're doing on cuban missile crisis, and history shouldnt be bunk nor boring, so we weave love story in! :D
i cant wait for the script! :D

and buddy was telling me lemak meant fats in malay so i told her i wanted a livejournal with the address of "lemak.livejournal.com" cos its coooool! :D
Look at gerald and my convo:

Audere est Facere says:
lemak.livejournal.com

Audere est Facere says:
hahaha

anne says:
haha coolz!

Audere est Facere says:
haha

Audere est Facere says:
then nxt time your bf

Audere est Facere says:
will go create

Audere est Facere says:
nasi.livejournal.com

anne says:
HAHAHA

anne says:
then our kids will have

anne says:
nasilemak.livejournal.com

Audere est Facere says:
hahaha

anne says:
we make first, aunty and kiasu a bit to reserve

anne says:
HAHAHAHA

anne says:
OMG

Audere est Facere says:
retarded

Audere est Facere says:
hahahaha

SO COOL RIGHT. ( But okay, i know im a bit YOUTHFUL. )

okay! i'm gonna go scan the polaroids we took in class today! yay!

2008-01-25T09:41:00.000+08:00

im in a wonder-mood.

wondering if mum misses me at work (haha) & what she'd have for lunch,
wondering if dad's okay overseas and if he misses 'everybody loves raymond',
wondering if smu allowing students to skip classes without legitimate reasons is that much of a "lucky" thing for my sis,
Wondering how netballers gonna come out of this weekend's matches & ultimately- nationals,
wondering how bestie is doing in school right now,
wondering if everyone's feeling lethargic from the entire week's schedule
wondering how annoyingly stereotypical teachers can get,( but there're very repectable and nice ones of course! (: )
wondering how im gonna perform for CTs and mid years, prelims, and shucks As.
wondering why im experiencing paranoia and low self-esteem whenever i think of As.
wondering when i'll jolt awake
wondering if im heading towards the right direction in the first place.
wondering how im gonna get through this year
wondering why i just ate so much for breakfast when i had two dinners yesterday
wondering about how my timings have disappointingly declined and what i should do
wondering why im always unable to focus
wondering what i should do to keep awake for all my lectures next week
wondering if someone's drinking enough water and feeling better
wondering if fevers subside fast and if physical exercises would worsen it
wondering if im illusional or a happy lucky contended girl
wondering why today must be 24 hours
wondering why cant saturday come instantly

wondering if im wondering too much.

& really hoping things will turn out a simple kinda lovely (:

oh yes, i came across this read;

She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sandcastle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea.

"Hello," she said.
I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child.

"I'm building," she said.
"I see that. What is it?" I asked, not caring.
"Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand."

That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper glided by.

"That's a joy," the child said.
"It's a what?"
"It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy."

The bird went gliding down the beach.
"Good-bye joy,"
I muttered to myself, "hello pain," and turned to walk on.

I was depressed; my life seemed completely out of balance.

"What's your name?" She wouldn't give up.
"Robert," I answered. "I'm Robert Peterson."

"Mine's Wendy... I'm six."
"Hi, Wendy." She giggled.
"You're funny," she said.

In spite of my gloom I laughed too and walked on. Her musical giggle followed me.

"Come again, Mr. P," she called. "We'll have another happy day."

The days and weeks that followed belonged to others: a group of unruly Boy Scouts, PTA meetings, an ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning as I took my hands out of the dishwater.

"I need a sandpiper," I said to myself, gathering up my coat.

The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me. The breeze was chilly, but I strode along, trying to recapture the serenity I needed. I had forgotten the child and was startled when she appeared....

"Hello, Mr. P," she said. "Do you want to play?"
"What did you have in mind?" I asked, with a twinge of annoyance.
"I don't know, you say."
"How about charades?" I asked sarcastically.

The tinkling laughter burst forth again.

"I don't know what that is."
"Then let's just walk." Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of her face.
"Where do you live?" I asked.
"Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer cottages.

Strange, I thought, in winter.
"Where do you go to school?"
"I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation." She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the beach, but my mind was on other things. When I left for home, Wendy said it had been a happy day. Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and agreed.

Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of near panic. I was in no mood to even greet Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch and felt like demanding she keep her child at home.

"Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly when Wendy caught up with me, "I'd rather be alone today."

She seemed unusually pale and out of breath.
"Why?" she asked.
I turned to her and shouted, "Because my mother died!" and thought, my God, why was I saying this to a little child?

"Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day."
"Yes," I said, "and yesterday and the day before and-oh, go away!"

"Did it hurt? " she inquired.
"Did what hurt?" I was exasperated with her, with myself.
"When she died?" "Of course it hurt!!!!" I snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself. I strode off.

A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't there. Feeling guilty, ashamed and admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A drawn looking young woman with honey-colored hair opened the door.

"Hello," I said. "I'm Robert Peterson. I missed your little girl today and wondered where she was."

"Oh yes, Mr. Peterson, please come in. Wendy spoke of you so much. I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance, please, accept my apologies."
"Not at all - she's a delightful child," I said, suddenly realizing that I meant it.
"Where is she?"
"Wendy died last week, Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she didn't tell you."

Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. My breath caught.
"She loved this beach; so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no. She seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy days. But the last few weeks, she declined rapidly..." her voice faltered. "She left something for you ... if only I can find it. Could you wait a moment while I look?"

I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something, anything, to say to this lovely young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope, with MR. P printed in bold, childish letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues - a yellow beach, a blue sea, and a brown bird.

Underneath was carefully printed:
A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY.

Tears welled up in my eyes, and a heart that had almost forgotten to love opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms.
"I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over, and we wept together.

The precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my study.

Six Words - one for each year of her life - that speak to me of harmony, courage, undemanding love. A gift from a child with sea-blue eyes and hair the color of sand - who taught me the gift of love.

I wish for you, a sandpiper.

2008-01-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

well Its been a hella packed week!
One more day to the weekend,
Alumni match on saturday and Daisy Tan Netball Carnival on sunday.
Been anticipating it since end of round one! super important games!
( STTM! LETS GO FOR THE WIN! :D )
and of course, the release of power ranger! (:

was randomly looking through old photos when i came across this-

econs project with buddy and corinne! :D

Then when buddy and i left, we found a Garfield soft toy on the floor,
and it was like, below a HDB block so we deduced it comitted suicide
(yes, yes childish thoughts. )

so i gave it cpr.

I MISS FIRST THREE MONTHS.

2008-01-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

I'm the guy who will text you
every single morning and tell you good
morning, and every single night to tell
you sweet dreams.

I'm the guy who will hold you when
you're crying and wipe away your tears.

I'm the guy who still thinks you're
beautiful with no make-up on, wearing
your most torn up jeans and a plain
tee-shirt.

I' m the guy who won't
pressure you to
do things that you don't want to do.

I' m the guy who kisses you on the
forehead; it doesn't always have to be
on the mouth.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens to you
when you talk.

I'm the guy who's waited all day
because I'm looking forward to our date
that night.

I'm the guy who is content to just be
able to hold you and wants nothing
more.

I'm the guy who can't help but smile
when you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who's perfectly content
with staying in and watching movies and
cuddling.

I'm the guy who won't lie to you about
where he's going or where he's been, or
who he's been with.

I'm the guy who gets butterflies when
he hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell
his friends he loves you.

I'm the guy who doesn't mess with other
girls when I have you; you're the only
one that I need.

I'm the guy who doesn't care about your
imperfections, and loves you more for
them; who wants a perfect girl? that's
just boring.

I'm the guy who will hold you while we
watch the sunset.

I'M THE GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TO MAKE YOU
THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

(:

2008-01-13T09:55:00.000+08:00

okay i can't seem to open the hard drive in the computer,
means i cant open all the songs that i've been anticipating!
NEHHHHHHHmind. my new laptop will meet me tomorrow, and hopefully i can work something out. ( Being the IT noob that I am ) haha!
yknow up till now, i still believe my old laptop is somewhere.
sitting in a rusted lost-and-found cabinet of some ulu pandan police station,
or maybe having juice and jam dripped all over it in another person's cozy corner..
hahahhaha! OKAY SELD-DENIAL LAH BUT I STILL CANT BELIEVE WHAT A MORON I AM T HAVE LOST. A. LAPTOP!

But its fine, just a HUGE LESSON LEARNT. period! :D

HOKAYS,

IF, opportunity comes knocking at your door, what would you say to it?
would you grab it, would you smother it with much hospitality, or would you slam your door in its face.
Would you even notice it?
or would it be a misperception?
would it don an invisibility cloak, or shrink a million times from its potential magnificentness?

Would you grab it and be scared to lose it?
and if you lose it, slam the next door?

or would you grab it, then not know what to do with it?
and would you show much hospitality then kick it out..

I,
would ask opportunity to

come in for a bowl of bah chor mee.
andthenwe'lllivehappilyeveraftercosallyouneedislovehahhahahahahahahahahahaokayrandomshit,gotchaaaaaaaaaaaa!

hahahha no lah,
i'll make a decision i wont turn back on.
(:

ANYWAY, ITS THE START OF THE FINAL LAP IN CJ.

Im gonna train #$#$%#$^ hard for netball nationals.
no more excuses for myself.
imjuries, fatigue and sluggish attitudes are all bottomless pits we allow ourselves to fall into.
STUDIES, are gonna be a huge priority.
its time to focus and be more pro-active in lessons.

I BELIEVE THAT ITS HOW MUCH I WANT IT.
AND THIS TIME, ITS GONNA BE HARD,

HARD TO STOP ME.
NO, HARD TO STOP US.

I KNOW I'VE GOT MY FRIENDS' BACKS AND THEY'VE GOT MINE.
WE NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER.

2008-01-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today was the first day of school.
reality sunk in, hard.
it felt really good to be in the warm comfort of T4 again!
the same people, same old habits, the same smelly people all ( HAHA)
OKAY but anw! 3 lectures and a mass physical ed today!
the first was a-okay! then it just went dowwwwnnnn,
struggled t stay awake during Lit, and totally knocked out during history.
not cool anne, not cool.
there's A LOT t catch up on and everything's a blur right now.
scary, very. Scary.

but anw, orientation one's experience was a unique one i must say.
grew a lot meeting all the poeple ( both j1s and facils)
guess everyone would sy this as part of their reflection but seriously i think i'll never forget the memories- all the fun, laughter, stress sometimes, lepaking all. HAHA!
The friendships forged are seriously unforgettable, :D
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING Y'ALL!

till then!

It's a simple kinda lovely;

2008-01-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

two words - ANNEING TIRED. ( INSIDE JOKEEE)
HAHAHA WTA.

ANW, orientation is no. joke.
i anneingly knocked off into a deep sleep on the way home just now,
shucks, must've been really unglam! HAHAHA OMA.

And anyway, i wanna be like my mum.
she's just so sweet yknow!
honey water, make sure the attire i need for finale is ready, prepare favourites.
everything! ALL THE LOVE YOU NEED, YOU GET, YOU RETURN.
It's just so awesome 'cos now and always;

all you need is love (:

2008-01-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

I wanna go somewhere.
i need to, really.

i realised my posts are getting damn short and ambiguous.

but it seems, the more i think, the less i have to say ,
the less i want to express.

liacm.

2008-01-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'd find some peace tonight

In this sweet madness, this glorious sadness.

the endlessness that you feel

spend all your time waiting

memory seep from my veins

Heart dont fail me now.
courage dont desert me.

i won't hesitate no more

How deep is your love

May you find, some comfort here.

2007-12-30T02:59:00.000+08:00

okay, I FOUND HUGE CHERRIES IN THE FRIDGE!
THEY'RE REEEEEAAALLLLYYY HUGE AS COMPARED T THE NORMAL ONES FROM COLD STORAGE.
TWICE THE SIZE YKNOW, TWWWWICE! (maybe thrice!)
AND THEY ARE TOTALLY SWEEET!
SWEEEET, SWEEEEET! NO TINGE OF SOURNESS!
HAHAHAHHAA IM SUCHA HAPPY GIRL.
(:

KUDOS TO MUM'S FRIEND WHO BROUGHT IT OVER.
SPECIAL OKAYxXz! :D

okay, who wants some, tell me.
i'll save some for you, if there're any left. HAHAHA! :D
Okay i would, really! ( REALLY TRY!)

its the 6th day of cristmas anyway!
:D

okay off t THE JOY.
(eleventh one & going on strong. ) HAHA

2007-12-30T02:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe ,

2007-12-21T04:12:00.001+08:00

okay i've gotta wake up in half an hour!
Gonna be on holiday from the 21st till 26th! :D

SO,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
(:

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like eskimos

Everybody knows some tofu and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight

They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys
And goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly

And so, I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although its been said
Many times, many ways
Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to -- You!

(:
Spread the love.
till then!

2007-12-15T02:06:00.000+08:00

I would like tonight again.
clarke quay and esplanade and bump boats were spectacular!
PS: im easily mesmerized by THIS experience! :D
seriously! you cant get no other joy from just walking down the amazingly lit sidewalks with a bunch of lovely friends and sitting on the boat with the wind brushing aganist your face all, makes you feel fuzzy all over! (:
such bliss.

anyway! i feel like typing something out.

dont take too long to say i love you to the ones you love
cos time has a habit of slipping away
out on the clear blue sky when lightning strikes on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain

& the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
so stay a little while and hear me say

that i want you here tonight
and i need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment --- with you.

turn away to say goodbye
with each and every word that passes by
like a distant memory

& time keeps slipping away
& time will turn to grey
and time will be the one who holds you down

& the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
so stay a little while and hear me say

that i want you here tonight
and i need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment --- with you.

sometimes time will treat you bad
before you even know what's wrong
and in the end it hits you hard
please tell me you'll be strong

(:

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I liked this song a lot,
& im still liking this song hahahha!
wang, i will sing it one day! HAHAHA
Bestie, i will sing that song for you too! HAHAHAH

ALL DIE !

:D :D

TILL THEN!

2007-12-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

Bestie came back just as i hit the publish post button- JOY.
hahaha i love long chats with her! :D
i think currently we're both freaked out by the latest thingy i told her about.
xiang li would know very well who im talking about. haha.
nevermind, ignorance is bliss!

Hmm, the resolution from the previous post is that from an optimistic view, im living life to the hilt! :D

okay, im gonna set this song on repeat and chill in the comfort of my room tonight.
its such a feel good song! :D

Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside

But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you
this song It's meant to keep you
From doin' what you're supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now

And we could pretend it all the time
Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside

But just maybe, like an ukulele
Mama made a baby
I really don't mind to practice
Because you're my little lady
Lady, lady love me
Because I love to lay here lazy
We could close the curtains
Pretend like there's no world outside
And we could pretend that all the time

Can't you see that it's just raining
There ain't no need to go outside

Ain't no need, ain't no need
Can't you see, can't you see

Rain all day and I don't mind

The telephone singing, ringing, it's too early
Don't pick it up
We don't need to
We got everything we need right here
And everything we need is enough
It's just so easy
When the whole world fits inside of your arms

Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm
Wake up slow, wake up slow

But baby, you hardly even notice
When I try to show you this song
It's meant to keep you
From doin' what your supposed to
Like wakin' up too early
Maybe we could sleep in
I'll make you banana pancakes
Pretend like it's the weekend now
And we could pretend it all the time

Can't you see that it's just rainin'
There ain't no need to go outside

Ain't no need, ain't no need
Rain all day and I really, really, really don't mind
Can't you see, can't you see

We've got to wake up slow

till then!

2007-12-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

since the holidays started its been a hella meet-ups and trainings and all.
never did occur to me till the casual remark came up quite a few times-
" busy girl.." all.
figured i really did commit myself to many things.
but it isn't a bad thing that i hold friendships and responsibilities in great stride.
i guess its just that everybody needs their own breathing space.

my sis and i had a conversation and we figured we really couldnt take clingy or over-posessive people. To the point that it will drive us to keep a distance, somehow.

i guess the last straw came recently.
i felt my cell was in control of my life, ironic as it sounds.
that to me was quite worrying, & i felt really lousy.
i make it a point not to ignore msgs cos i know it can get disrespectful if i do.
but i felt like a slave to the master of technology.

then i concluded that its time to take control.
its time to have time for my family, for myself, for the simplest things.
no its not that im oh-so-famous-and-busy.
its just that im too fun-loving and i find it hard to what most call, "pang-seh".
im tired, of being tired.
the only time im home is to sleep.
i shouldnt be treating my home like a house, a hotel.

i just wanna spend time, whole-heartedly with my family or with whoever im with that day.
its not the idea of not spending time with people.
its about not being distracted whilst being with someone or doing something.
it sucks to have something ringing at the back of your mind in the midst of a good laugh or something.

okay i know this entry might not be making any sense or anything but.
i dont know.

maybe its just, emoism.
hahahah.
okay maybe not.

i wish bestie was back in singapore.
i really wanna talk to her.
its okay, i hope shes having a good holidayy, four more days!

ahh okay.
stop all deliberation.

till then.

2007-12-01T13:58:00.001+08:00

okay life has been good.
It's all a collage of trainings, chilling out, random work stints, parties, stayovers, birthdays, chalets, to getting burnt recently at sentosa! hahaha.
All very fun times, (:
i think i put the pictures up on friendster.

oh and i cant wait t go clarke quay with bestieeeee! :D :D excited. (:
she said there're very pretty cuppieecakeez (cupcakes) there. HAHAHAH, sorry i just had to do that again bestie! ((((:

oh moschino was okay, Though initially we were dying from standing and the shoees!
got used t it after awhile. met very "interesting" people like the china woman, doris, florence.

" eh eh eh, you say this flower one nicer or that laced skirt nicer ah?
-leans in closer to you. which one make me look slimmer?"
"hahah both also nice lah, depends on which style you wanna go for"
"hahah eeyer! you want me to buy bothh, you wanna make me bankrupt righttt? hahhhaha"
"... ?! err. haha, no lah, if you like both, then get both, anyway its 70% discount yknow! don't regret later on"
-two hours later and the next 278638275824 days, she come back daily to compare prices, compare the SAME SIZE SAME DESIGN skirt t see which she prefers. hahah!

one word: Goodness.

then theres one woman who REFUSES to let ANYONE touch her clothes, she'd demand for a bag JUST TO put her clothes that she's contemplating whether to buy or not, and she'd tear the price tags herself cos she's afraid we cut off her cloth (!!!! 0.o) hahaha! oh wellll! ohh, and she comes back everyday, and she pays in cash. COLD . HARD. CASH. in thousandsssss! so weird cos she refuses to use her credit card. hmm.

service with a smile.
a smile is a HUGE lifesaver i swear. just be nice, and smile, and everything will be alright. we do the yak YAK yakkk later on. haha!

hahaha! pls ask me to tell you their stories one day k.

Last night was at Muse, a damn good experience i must say.
was a private party so wasnt that bad, everything was free flow.
check it out: http://www.musebar.sg/home.html

haha okay, i'd better get going.
omg i rushed home after training at kallang to sleep.
But the computer and kitchen's some HUGE distraction- always've been!
(:

i cant wait for tmr either!
i'm gonna whip up a nice american breakfast for my family! (:
i think i'll reach home at like 2 plus 3am today.
so im TRYING MY BEST t go for 730 mass ( been soo long!)
then get ingredients and come home t cook! (:
everybody, if you catch a news report of a fire at anchorvale, you know it's NOT ME.
(:

okayyy now, jane, xiang li, corinne and arthur are overseas.
i prayyyyyy they'd be safe and having a great time!

Till then!

2007-11-23T08:40:00.000+08:00

okay netballers, here's coach's available training dates and timings:
just check through your schedules and inform me if you have any legitimate reasons why you can't make it ( noted pras and ru's already)

FOR THE MONTH OF OCTOBER:
26TH, MON: 3-6
28TH, WED: 3-6

THEN COACH WILL BE GOING FOR AN OVERSEAS TRIP TILL THE 7TH OF DECEMBER.

FOR THE MONTH OF DECEMBER:
10TH, MON: 3-6
12TH, WED: 3-6
14TH, FRI: 3-6

EITHER; 18TH, TUES, 3-6
OR!
19TH, WED, 3-6

Pls text/call/cbox me bout your response or any other opinions bout the dates and i'd inform y'all bout the confirmed dates after that okay!

Also, we'd be having trainings three times a week from now onwards ( holidays!) Hopefully coach will be available to guide us in courtwork or teach us some new techniques; but on the days she's not available, like i mentioned during trainings, we've gotta be VERY INDEPENDENT and hardworking! SO let's keep pressing on as a team- encourage and give constructive feedback to one another okay! anything precious is never easily gained or it wouldn't be as precious. let's keep our heads up and focus on our goal. it's not out of sight.

On a lighter note, I SO can't wait for our 9th dec date! :D HAHAHA!
(:

XOXO ( hahaha!)
GGs

2007-11-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

okay, lesson number 2:

Batman Teddy: "love only blossoms in the unseasoned heart"

ME: ".. unseasoned heart.. interesting,"

BT: "...think of unseasoned as summer and spring and autumn and winter
so the context they used is that summer is when you garner fruit yes? but there's none in autumn and winter, so true love only happens when you can love throughout all of that even when there is no fruit.. that's why unseasoned!"

I think that's quote's extraordinary! it's so special and unique and full of substance. i like. It's reeeeally sweet (:
THANKS FOR THAT AMAZING MIDNIGHT QUOTE-BITE! :D

Goodnight!

2007-11-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

you can't help how you feel, but you can help how you behave

(:

2007-11-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

if we lived life backwards,
we'd be born old- wrinkles, dementia, illnesses, high-teas, mahjong, and a lifetime of experiences.
then as we age,
we'd have our family, house, career and a car.
market shares, household responsibilities, bills.
then as we grow older,
we move on from the bustling working society to the simple forms of studying
( okay, maybe not so simple)
we go to college, secondary, primary.
magazines, sports, love, paper aeroplanes, recess, dog-chewed-up-my-homework- excuses.
When we're really old, say 70 years, we'd be having the greatest time of our lives-
cheap thrills of 50cents ( now one dollar) machine rides,
ah pek ice cream, swimming with our floats, colourful khong guan biscuits,
ice popsicles, playing pepsicola 123, scissors paper stone, five stones, ballet, piano, abacus lessons, childrens' set meals served with amazingly cute cutlery
kindergarten-- crayons, drawing, playtime, sing-a-longs! play-doh, polly pocket!
Nursery to bed time stories.
to learning how to walk.
And then we perish- in the most innocent form-

we die, being born.

(:
It has it's pros and cons.
But i do find the thought rather interesting. (:\

Cheers!

2007-11-14T04:25:00.000+08:00

School Holidays give you the reasons to be awake at almost 4+am in the morning,
doing almost nothing, or so it seems.

yknow how people perceive things differently
and how things can actually allow others to perceive people differently.
works both ways.
superficiality or diversity- it's your call.

many things work both ways.
some work in more ways than one or two.
some just become a complex situation altogether.

Is this when the doubt comes in?

what is - doubt?
why- do we doubt?

will it change anything.

Maybe, maybe not,
But everything's gonna happen in its time.
And time will decide for itself.

So then we may ask- why try?

what's hope all about?

A dream's a cool reality-to-be?

What if this world was banned of WHAT IFs, and COULD BEs.
WHAT IF the world was banned from hatred or love, pain or pleasure.

how could we choose?

what is a choice, how shall we define it, what constitutes a choice.

and what happens to what we call, the "after"
the "future" the "consequences"
the mockery or honourable proof of our actions.
Its all the same.

One meaning -- many words.
One ending -- many routes.
One hope -- many outcomes.

Ever wondered why people need so many words to describe one main idea.
Joy, Happiness, Bliss, Elated, Triumphant, Euphoria
Maybe it neatens up the sentence- precision- to the point.

How bout life?

change is the only constant in life.

adaptibility.

dont rush into it, dont smoke your way through.

acceptance.

worthwhile?

How about Love.

how do you know whats love.
who knows?

Love till we feel it?

(:

ANYWAYY, was feeling rather free tonight so i decided to do somthing bout the blogskin.
give it some clothes instead of being botak.
But i dont know why the whole column of the cbox profile crchives all is AFTER the entries.
help, bright IT ones? (:

Okay im gonna sleep.. so tired.
Goodnight! (:

2007-11-11T02:04:00.000+08:00

omg i wanna watch game plan and good luck chuck!
Nanking is coming out on the 6 dec, i think im gonna watch it even though its different from my usual scope of movies. probably help me appreciate nanjing more when i head to china for my holiday! (:
HOW COME THERE AREN'T ANY NICE CHRISTMAS-Y MOVIES GV! HAHAHA

2007-10-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

I was listening to this song on radio last night.

I'll write you a song; plain white Ts

I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I
just can't go on without you

I don't know that I'd make a good soldier
I don't believe in being violent and cruel
I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight
If somebody tries hurting you

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I
just can't go on without you

Now that it's out on the table (it's out on the table)
Both of us knew all along (knew all along)
I've got your loving and you've got my song

----------------------------------------
Cut the superficiality of life.
Look beyond wealth, beyond that pretty face, beyond that sizzling figure, beyond that infatuated adrenaline.
Understand the sincerity of the beauty within and the hope of joy simplicity brings.
Love wins. Love always wins.

It's hard to fathom how one could be so superficial.
sometimes you wish you knew nothing,
and then again, you're glad you knew.
and there comes the time where you would pretend you knew nothing.
But anyway, i know its hard to resist human nature.
i still respect you for who you are! really. (: (:

OH and cool quote number 1 ;

(: "Perhaps time will heal what reasons cannot"
- Batman teddy.

haha okay i shall go rest in preperation of my sengkang to serangoon gardens run tmr.
omgXz. HAHAHA

Goodnight love!

2007-10-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

Okay its been looong since i blogged.
lost my laptop ): HENCE the inconvenience!
anw, PROMOS ARE OVER.
CHINESE As are OVER.
OP is on the 1st of nov.
I CAN FINALLY RELACK ONE KORNER.
(:

TOMORROW- is what i've been anticipating for!
a cook out with bestie! :D :D
we're gonna go shop for the ingredients all and cook cook cook!
Look, ma! no instant packs!
( do NOT give the "eckk! they can cook?" face)
hahahahhaa! i can okayy, in the movie ratatouille, glas-something said:
"ANYONE CAN COOK!"
ANDDD IF " YAN CAN COOK, SO CAN YOU"
trust me it'd be super good. :D
funny how i got the interest for cooking, maybe i found baking cookies and cake all too common ( though i still loveeee savouring 'em!) haha!
or maybe i just wanna cook for my family, friends, loved ones.
nothing beats being seated down together over a nice home-cooked meal! :D

then theres the holiday from 21st to 26th dec.
and Moschino job from 1st to 13th nov ( ka ching for christmas presents!)
andddd blading and bbqs and music and netball and frisbee and sentosa and oMGzXZ.
:D

anw, to the dear j2s, study hard okayy! :D As are coming reaaal soon but im sure ALL of you would reap what you sow! stare As straight in the face and go neh neh ni poo poo! :D ADD OIL! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! A levels are set for A grades. all the wayy!

and to buddy, brother, batman teddy: please please call me when you guys wanna mug for your sup papers! i wanna do it together with all of you. (: " we're all in this together.." hahahahhaa! oops. anw! reallly, we shall stick through long short big small thick thin together. LOVE ALWAYS; FISHBALL FACE.

oookay! time to Zzzz.

(:

true colours;
striked aura;
faded jade;
be the last one- strong.

okay till then!

2007-10-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town.
One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit.
Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...

"I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.

I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?"

"Just some old birds," came the reply.

"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.

"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time"

"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"

"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

The pastor was silent for a moment.

"How much do you want for those birds, son?"

"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"

"How much?" the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill.
He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation.
Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting.

"Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"

"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.

Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.

"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked

"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"

"How much?" He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."

Jesus said, "DONE!"

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

----------------

SEE, MEANINGFUL STORY! (:
COURTESY OF GINA'S EMAIL!
HEEEHEEEHEEE ANWWW,
PROMOS ARE OVER. HELLO LIFE.
HAHAHAHHA! :D

yay yay YAY.

Frisbeeeeeeeeeeeeeee today was good!
more to come! (:

quiz

2007-10-02T23:48:00.001+08:00

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman		85%
Spider-Man		70%
Robin		70%
The Flash		65%
Green Lantern		65%
Supergirl		58%
Wonder Woman		58%
Iron Man		55%
Hulk		50%
Catwoman		30%
Batman		25%

You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

2007-09-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

OMG Four days more, okay FOUR.
haha im starting to lose focus already.
been relaxing all! okay i must get started tonight, or WORST, tmr! okay no, TONIGHT.
:D

Heehee! Dinesh is right, we've ben all about mug mug mug that we didnt make after promos plans! HAHA

AFTER PROMOS,
i wanna go outing outing to many places!

1. JAZZ @ SOUTHBRIDGE!! (Corinne Dinesh and i were getting very excited talking bout this! haha! no clubbing kids, not nice. (:
[ okay, NO OFFENCE to clubbers, just that diff people have diff preferences, Heehee!]
good company + live jazz performances + nice ambience + hist/lit/econs/math- free minds = ROCKSxzX!

2. ICE SKATING! SENTOSA!
3. MEET UP WITH CLICKS, RACHEL LIM HUI MIN! <333
4. Pick up a bit of guitar again
5. Train for the frisbee competition
6. Resume netball trainings and yes, LONG RUNS. haha!
7. Bake
8. Help mum type out her long list of stuff
9. Settle open house and interclass netball

and uhh, ( maybe, possibly, probablyyy..)
10. study for sup papers or make visits to checkout TP's psychology course

eeeyer, exams are such killjoys!
haha nehhh-mind.
I is study hard and wait patiently.
Four more days, four more days.
" feeling lurks between desire and its consummation!"
:D

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE, Its the last lap for promos already!

TILL THEN!

2007-09-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

okayyy today, i embark on a huge mission.

To study alone at home, in my room.
( 'cos i couldnt wake up so early in the morning to take dad's car to school and im lazy to travel all the way to school or anywhere now!)

Distractions:
1.The laptop
2.The Dvds
3.Missy Donuts, fish fingers, cereals, oreo cheesecake, mooncake, teddy biscuits, ice popsicles, hip hop jelly, mixed berries yoghurt, brandy fruit cake, chilli cuttlefish, prawn crakers, cheese and black pepper sausages
( haha YES i stepped into the kitchen and realised we've got SO MUCH FOOD. I feel so safe- we're prepared for war! :D)
4.Cellphone
5.iTunes
6.Myself

what i really really have to do:
Grab my french coffee and chinese tea (HAHA!)
SIT RIGHT DOWN.
START READING THROUGH THE POWERPOINTS
CLOSE ALL OTHER INTERNET EXPLORER WINDOWS
DEMAND AND SUPPLY ELASTICITY FIRMS OPERATION MARKET FAILURE AND STRUCTURES CENTRAL PROBLEM OF ECONOMICS !

OKAY READY, GET SET, GO!
( HAHAH i remember back in the ol' primary school days i'd say:
"ready, GEH-SET, GOOO!" HAHA! I never knew it was GET SET back then)

ah okay, i'd better TRY HARDER ( considering ive delayed starting at 10 till noon)
a distraction is only a distraction if you let it be a distraction, i still remember that came from jac! :D

I cant wait for promos to be over.
Oh my soul's joy;
:D

Till then!

" i fail over and over and over again, and that is why i succeed.."

2007-09-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

NO REALLY, DON'T BOTHER.

ahhhh banana apple orange pineapple grapes durian guava tomato celery lettuce pear peach mango raisin prune plum cranberry pomegranate potato olives whte blue green yellow orange purple red pink random fishes and prawns and beans and grass and hibiscus ixora honolulu lily tulip rose carnation violet daisy hor fun kuay teow mee sua noodle noodle pork chicken beef mutton char siew bao helicopter aeroplane yatch car lorry guitar piano violin mozart kevin kern michael buble contach lenses spectacles plastic coca cola sprite ice lemon tea gorbachev kennedy bush roosevelt stalin krushchev aung san ho chi ming dutch east indies french indochina turkey cuban missile crisis korean vietnam war fail fail fail afghanistan nicaragua contra rebels fail stress bad sad tad gap tap lap hat rat bat ball netball netball netball basketball bowling tennis frisbee swimming gym watershed philippines american collaboration 1946 independence budi utomo radical secular dobama aiayone truman doctrine marshall plan north atlantic treaty organisation comecon wrsaw pact othello brave new world fail integration differentiation oligopoly market failure elasticity fail fail help rescue salvation find learn study hard try attempt do loss God.

Sigh, okay i know, a lot of angst in me tonight.
/:
Paragraph full of random words that come into my mind.

i wanna go to a big big field and shout out my rants
i wanna go to the jetty and look out upon the open sea
i wanna run run run run till my heart burns out
i wanna play, immerse myself in a match, defending attacking with all of me
i wanna carry my lantern and play with sparklers

I don't wanna be on the verge.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fish frog fish fish flea
):
):

i wish.

2007-09-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

The approaching sunrise
provoking thoughts

dew rain tears
reality war fear

you hide inside
faith hope light aside

shattered helpless dire
mourn extinguished fires

shelter help facade
linger wait patience

accelerated
sunset;

2007-09-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2007-09-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

fire and brimstone. says:
eh eh eh
fire and brimstone. says:
i tell you a joke
fire and brimstone. says:
when do you know you are chinese? when your name is called AN NI - press you (in chinese) hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
anne says:
k whattt
fire and brimstone. says:
ok gdnight (:
anne says:
WTHH
anne says:
HAHAHHAHAA
anne says:
ok ok nights

See this is what ironically keeps me sane in class everyday.
(:
"HAHAHA-not-funny" jokes
crazy imaginative stories (of ONLY batman teddy now)
"quite-cool" gym, healthy diet and meaningful conversations
ever thoughtful and sweet words, thoughts and actions!
ever comforting, retarded and awesome friendships!

<3 always!

all change is a miracle to contemplate;

2007-09-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

http://www.cjcphoto.com/can/

Spare awhile for this really heartwarming write-up and video.
it sure did tug on my heartstrings.
/:
thanks brother for the link!

school's re-opening in awhile.
to gina ani yus maine dinesh ah pai brother,
thanks for being there and everything during this hols.
constantly helping me through with various possible perspectives, checking out the courses' info, supporting me in everything i do.
i could not ask for more.
friendship.
thank you, really. (:

see y'all tmr ( i can't wait.)

/

God can lead me to the path i should take.
friends can support me in the path i take.
a time machine could show me what paths i could take.
but only my heart must drive me to the path i would take.

nobody said it was easy.

oh here are the pics for the stargazing night with yus gerald and ah pai

treasured times.

till then!

2007-08-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

today was good- celebrations, catching ups, good food all.
didnt cover any work at all though. (oh no!)

anw, i was randomly you tube-ing when i came across a couple of good videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GNzBFnUAdo

THIS ONE IS A MUST WATCH.
This women was born into this world, ARMLESS.
her mum wanted to fling her into the sea,
but her dad resisted and told her mum to bring the girl up and treat it as though they're raising a pet dog or somthing. ( TSK. PET! /: )
So the video is really cool.
shows how she survives through all the hardships and stuff.
REALLY AMAZING WILL.. to be independent and perservere through all the odds.
im a lucky girl, really.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiPZjVJaxHo&mode=related&search=

FOR NETBALLERS.
This's the commonwealth games!
check out the commitment and aggression in the players.
its like a freaking mini rugby game sometimes.. the contacts are MAJOR.
but good, nonetheless!

plus beatboxing and all but for now!
lemme show you somethingggg
hahahha

THE WONDERS OF ALPHABET/ ANIMAL BISCUITS AND GREAT FRIENDSHIPS!

Life's simple pleasures.
It's amazing how much smiles it can bring! (((:
i can't wait for the next batch of biscuits to arrive either tmr or monday!
then we can play and eat!
YAYYYYYYYYYY

Ohhh and last sunday, while we were doing pw,
my ever sweetest corinne made me a cup of mocha
(i shall not include the process details!)
hahahaha but thanks dear! <3!

so while we shared the cup of mocha,
(yes, go figure what happened to one. hahahah!)
i realised that the insides of the mug that was lined by cocoa remains
somehow formed this picture.
i dont knowww, it seems as though some girl is playing with her dog!
Hahahhaha maybe im halucinating but yeah,
HERE GOES!
how coooolz foolz.

okayyyy! :D
i shall continue with my random stuffs.

TILL THEN!

One more moment;

2007-08-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

i'll continue writing my poem the next time i'm feeling emo.
I can't write good stenzas when i'm not.
(:
hahaha buddy and p13 said it was nice! yay.

Catholic retreat from firday to saturday.
it was kinda.. hmm.
Okay i like the confession, mass, frisbee, night and concert parts only!
(:

sat night we went t yus's place t stayover cos supper ended late.
we wanted t make banana pancakes!
but we ended up making waffles(from scratch okay!) and nuggets.
So i dozed off a very tired but happy girl!

PW today and a LOT of other things t do.
for the record guys, it's 25 days to promos.
AHHH yes.
Okay I is wanna soak up in music for tonight.
feels good to unwind before the whole crazy week!

--

I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

- Grow old with you; Adam Sandler

(:
Speaks for iself.

2007-08-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

A day a day, i knelt down to pray
To pray for love to last- come what may.

A walk in the park saw a fresh new start
From the statue with the note- my heart.

But heart
thought never
would i
but surely
i would
come to the point when no ends could

so i wait for the hands
to depict my choice of land
and till then i sleep,
now without a single weep.

That day that day, i knelt down to pray.
To pray for direction- be not astray.

fear not my friend,
deceive has no mend;
shades asunder i learn just to lend.

Roots and soot, no they ain't surreal
least i know them - true to our deal.
No vision in sight
No sun but light
to path the starlit skies tonight.

( i'll continue writing my poem soon)

2007-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Pain is inevitable, Misery is not.

control.

2007-08-20T00:58:00.001+08:00

I was just browsing around when again,
i got attracted to this beautiful set of lyrics.

SIGNAL FIRE; SNOW PATROL

The perfect words never crossed my mind
Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me

All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out

There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I won't wait forever

In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes

There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I won't wait forever (x3)
-

There are many things in life which we desire.
some- feasible, whilst some- unrealistic.
It depends how you define and differentiate them;
but either way,
you'll come to realise (finally, after all the brainwashing that "everything is possible") - that not EVERYTHING is possible.
Maybe possible- but UNNATURALLY possible.
Like something, somewhere, somehow, has to be altered or changed to fix the missing pieces.
Then that don't mean anything anymore, 'cos anything that's FORCED or ARRANGED just loses all its magic and meaning.

And maybe it's for the better, who knows.
Guess the smart thing to do now is to let go of the "not-so-possible"
and instead, treasure the possible opportunities.

Actions speak louder than words.
Your words and actions are a reflection of the mind.

So it all lies in the ability to control your mind.

promotional examinations are in 31 days time.
Heaven, help.
i'd better watch my mugging discipline.
motivation too, anyone?
i hate the daily haunting thoughts of retaining.

2007-08-17T22:58:00.001+08:00

with just merely 34 days to study,
and TONS of work to catch up on
(Think, JAN-SEPT syllabus in estimated 6 days per subject)
Things aren't looking really good.
/: Oh no.
And it doesnt really help with the flu!
it seems that when i do sports it's okay,
but when i sit down and start studying, it totally blocks up and all.
So i blowwwww my nose and 5 seconds later, it blocks up again.
sick nose cycle. eeeyer ! :/ hahaha eh but
my nose is such a clever nose! .. yet so insensible.
(:

Anw
My motivations are:
1) Faster finish my work = more time for netball trgs, runs, chillax-ing.
2) OCIP!!!! Ahh my all-time dream!
3) Eat and sleep

Better late than never i guess!
okay till then!

It's not always easy 'cos life can be deceiving.
But i'm sure someday we will know.
Everything happens in its time and for a reason.
And Time itself will decide this.

sepiatone loving;

2007-08-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

:D :D JOY.

T4 is retarded, & Love. (:

mug mug mug mug-erina.
mug mug mug mug-erina.
mug mug mug mug-erina.
heyyyyyyyyyyy mug-erina!

train train train train-erina
train train train train-erina
train train train train-erina
heyyyyyyyyyyy train-erina!

i feel retarded.
i think its sugar high from the brownies and cake bars and sweets.
haha! it was sheer bliss for us in class today!
oooooh the love!
its all taking a toll on my thorat though.
nvm sore throats wont kill. (:

WELCOME BACK corinne and jason.
i missed you all so much!! :D
hope you guys will recover from the horrid jetlag soon!/:
<3!

cca planning day was quite interesting,
i'd never knew there could possibly this much planning to do.
we've got lots of discussions and proposals to come up with.

promos are coming.

oh boring post.
wait.
it takes 50 times more energy of what a battery can produce to produce a battery.
(:

i cant wait for team talk tmr.
:D

okay till then,

2007-08-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

Okay i was just briefly going through old mails which i haven't opened in the longest time when i came across this one:

I AM THANKFUL:

FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..

FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL

BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
FRIENDS WHO ARE THINKING OF ME.

SEND THIS TO SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT. I JUST DID.

Live well, Laugh often, & Love with all of your heart!

\\

:D
Thanks twintwin!

anw,
FIREWORKS were good today!
My all-time love.

happy birthday peixuan! (:

national dayyy!

okay till then!

our dreams are made up of real things;
like a shoebox of photographs with sepiatone loving

2007-08-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

"why do people feel unhappy"

"'cos they ain't satisfied?.. i dont know, it depends. "

"no.. "
" 'cos they were once happy."

though i was really off-form last night with my headache and all,
i thought that made a lot of sense. and it's still ringing in my head.
right till today during the car ride home.

so then following this theory,
i guess

people feel satisfied cos they were once discontented.

And similarly

people feel disappointed 'cos they once harboured a hope.

they succeed cos they once failed

and feel loved because they loved.

there are many things going on in my head right now;
no there USED to be many things going on.
but people get stronger cos they were once weak
and they learn to let go cos they held on.
they learn to be smart cos they were naive.

okaaay,

till then!

ps: BATMAN TEDDY, I WONT HAVE TIME TO BLOG TMR SO HERE GOES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
thanks for being there all the time and not just listening but also understanding everything.
thanks for all the support and hideous random actions that make us all laugh!
:D
you're an awesome awesome friend and teddy! :D
pat fat.

BUT DONT KIDNAP ANNABELLE OKAY!
dont go AKOMPLIS with miniature and do unritefu barang-barung. HAHA!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH, I WISH YOU HAPPINESS.

2007-07-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today was, good.
company, motives, toptop curry puff and all.

But anw i introduced a songgball stress relieve method to yus dinesh and ah pai todayy!
Felt reeeeal good, i swear!

High. Score. okay.
& well. im kinda lazy to blog so i'll grab and stick anything relevant from yus's blog. we did the same stuff anyway. haha!

"thank you anne, maine, dinesh, ahpai & gerald
the 6 of us seem to be down and out lately
and rest assured, I'll always be here for you to lean on
according to dinesh teddy, emoness is a self-wrought poison
it is self-inflicted and not a natural disease!

It is normal for arts students to be moody and emotional.
That is not a valid excuse to be emo okay!
I wanna see happy happy people tmw, SMILE (:
I promise to sing I'm yours or Tonight for you!"

IM YOURS- JASON MRAZ
TONIGHT- FM STATIC
BETTER TOGETHER- JACK JOHNSON
DON'T WRITE ME OFF JUST YET- HUGH GRANT
IS <33333 to me.

In response to disturbing statements:
YUS: I like Annabel, she's so hot and emo!
Anne doesn't deserve her, hee (:
I'll go emo away with Annabel tmw!

DINESH: oh my God this is so coolzzzz and annabell is going to be kidnapped soon then anne fanne will go boo foo but i fi will say hefe hefe!

ANNE SAYS:
Hello ! i will protect her with allll offf myyy lifeeeee cos tonight i've fallen and i cant get up, i need her loving hands to come and pick me up! pbbfftt. try harder! hahha :D

(:

Okaaaayy im gonna go have pineapple tarts.
And, i cant wait for training tmr.
And, i have econs test and hist tut outlines to do. oh no.

Till then.

I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

CORINNE AND JASON;
IM STARTING TO MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY, REALLY.
AWW 2 WEEKS IS A LOOONG LOOONG TIME ):
MUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES OKAY!
EAT MORE REST MORE TAKE MORE PHOTOGRAHS ENJOY AND EMBRACE IN THE CULTURE.
HAVE FUN!
:D <33

2007-07-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

1) STUDY
2) SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS
3) TRAIN
4) DO MY WORKOUT FAITHFULLY LIKE AH PAI ( HAHA!)
5) LAUGH OFTEN
6) LOVE ALWAYS
7) LEPAK
In random order, by the way!

hahahaha okay Buddy, i have to sorta agree with you bout the only way to deal with the paradox of life, as mentioned in oth our previous posts is to stop hoping.
it's KINDA true.. in some aspects lah uh!
BUTTTTTT!!!!!

No mater how tiring things get, i'll get through it.
WE'll get through it - together ( T4, AND ALL THE BELOVED DEARS WHO ARE GOING THROUGH BOOS) .
:D

I guess i just needed a good push.
which happened today.
The last straw was the confusion during training, but everything's fine.
coach said she was in a bad mood too so yeah, all's cool!

As what xinying said..

"Anne must never say she's tired."

So i won't.
which probably makes sense.

Everything that's presented to me now's good.
it can only make me stronger.
AND BESIDES, nothing can be that difficult if you really want it.

Okayyyy so let's keep pushing through.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
when life gives you vinegar, make bah chor mee or lor mee
when life gives you medicine, use it well to recover

when life gives you time, use it wisely.
When life gives you sorrow, deal with it.
when life gives you happiness, embrace it.

When life gives you love, treasure it.

:D

I've been hooked onto this song lately.
the lyrics are really good & reallllly meaningful to me :D :D :D:D:D:D::D

"Better Together", Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

2007-07-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

I slept at 4am yesterday to finish my history research assignment ):
Prolly gonna sleep real late again today to complete econs proj, tutorial & EOM.
Plus, last training before pesta sukan tmr ( excluding long run).
hmm. yeah, ):

& i'm kinda lazy so i'll copy and paste from buddy's blog.
HAHAHA
" spent the whole day with anne,gerald & ahpai
4 emokids hanging out & talking about the lack of meaning in life
and we came to a conclusion that life is a paradox
that's what you get when you put brokenhearted people together! "

Yeahhh buddy, the more you want something, the more you wont get it.
and when you dont want it, you have it.
then when you finally have it, it gets taken away from you..
Gee.

anywayyyy okay im off to be fatigue's slave.
i need
1) Time
2) Motivation
3) Simple pleasures

No actually i just need to run.
Run it all off.

Till then!

2007-07-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Okayyy so curently i'm weeeiiigghhhhheeeeedddd down by TONS of things to do.
It's an endless to-do list, i swear!
Though deep deep down inside of me i really fear that blah blah blah,
i know i must be strong and get over everything!
It's do or die.
I wanna be so so so motivated to study till.. till.. i dont know.
till i dont think studying all the time is no life.
it's what they call " the joy/perks of studying!" & it sounds cool.
STUDYING IS GOOD.
It distracts you from all other emotions and stuffff stuff.
Hopefully.
(: Well yeahh, dad said: ABILITY, HARD WORK, ATTITUDE and the keys to success.
so since my ability is limited, i MUST have the right attitude and work hard!
Uh huh!

Pesta sukan fixtures are out.
the teams we're up against are not easy feats but WOAH.
it's okkayyyy.
We're gonna fight. It's all that reeeaaally matters to make a difference.
:D

hahahha i think i'm screwed lahhh
some reverse psychology shit.
stress= laugh.
hahahhaha. buddy can laugh with me lah
DONT ASSUME UH, BUDDY! HAHAHAHA.
:D

oh wellll /:

OKAYYY im gonna go do my 1200words hist essay now.
fllowed by econs essay, then chinese essay.
ESSAY ESSAY ESSAY. (mmmmmmuuuaaaaaaahhhhh!- teehee, inside joke!)
Nehhhhhhhhhh-wer-mind!
I've got donuts peppermint honey drink & my beloved t4 to stay up with me.
Feel the love yo.

Till then!

2007-07-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

okay i've figured a brilliant new station on radio.
After 152765276 days or weeks of not listening to it i decided to tune around last night. and the awesomest staion besides my usual class 95
is- FM96.3 international.
I swear its damn good! probably cos when i first switched it on some saxaphone was playing and im a big digger for saxaphone, :D
Its some international station. All musical so far. But its good stuff!
I guess its an acquired taste but yaaaaaaa, I is like it.

Anw school this week was an A-okay, save the horrid history test.
Oh we had racial harmony day.

That's Corinne in sari, Me & Mel in vietnamese costume! :D

Hmmm sunday we went to Island creamery and i drew stuffs cos. ya.

hahahahah this is evidence i cant draw scenery.

THIS IS DAMN. CUTE. I drew it on my converse shoes during cheenatongue ytd too! :D

ahhahahaah retarded drafts! :D
anw PTM is coming up soon.
my results really sucked lahh, but at least i dont have t worry bout the folks part cos my folks are understanding people.
So i gotta push myself & not disappoint them. & many other people with expectations, and most importantly- myself.

Okayyy i better go pack up now, gonna meet mum for lunch, ptm.
then xy, px and my retarded singing partner for a run then MUG.
:D

Good day everyone!

But i got lost a time or two, wiped my brow and kept pushing through;
God, please bless my broken road.

2007-07-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

(: i've been listening to many christmas carols nowadays.
and i'm LOOOOOOOVIN' IT!
CHRISTMAS is sucha magical season, really.
its what i look forward to every year.
Picture the christmas carols, snow (overseas), friends, family, loved ones.
choosing special christmas gifts for special people, baking christmas cookies and all..
then there's this side of me that always hoped for the experience of cuddling up with your loved one in front of the fireplace,
or probably go ice skating on the frozen lake,
or even just a simple stroll along the christmasy streets!
okay, it just rocks to spend christmas with your loved ones-

Mum and dad's wedding anniversary is on the 24th,
so we'd always have a good christmasy dinner,
then anticipate under the christmas tree and open some presents at night whilst sipping wine and stuff.
The past few christmases we've been spending it overseas, but its just as great.
last year in Beijing, i rem sis and i holding little lit up thingys that the parents bought for us from some roadside vendor. yeah it was good just takin a night stroll down the streets together. really.

Christmas is just AWESOME.
Christmas is love.
It cannot be seen or touched, but must be felt with the heart.

Today, i sorta thought things through whilst stoning around.
let's hope i can keep to it.

well TILLTHEN!

PS: Maine Yus Corinne Dinesh Gerald Jason Sam, THANK YOU SO MUCH for supporting me all the time. Thanks for helping me in my work, thanks for encouraging me all the time, thanks for believing in me when i was at my lowest points, thanks for bringing so much joy and meaning to my life,
I really really appreciate everything;
I know im really lucky to have you all with me.
<3

Marcus, XY, Natt: :D thanks you guys! i'll give my bestest bestest shot at this. yes natt, i remember, -smiles. we'll keep at it! GOOD LUCK for all your muging for promos too okayyy! <3!

2007-07-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

It's been six months- with little, or rather, NO progress.
Sometimes i doubt my chance stands.
To be honest, sometimes i really wonder if there even IS, a chance.
I guess it's this inevitable fear of failing.
No one likes to fail to achieve their hopes and aspirations, No one.
But through it all, i'll keep believeing.
I know the aftermath of it all may not tally with my heart's desire,
but i'll hang onto whatever little hope i have.
Come what may, i know the journey and destination would all be worth my while.

School was pretty bad halfway through the curriculum today.
):
Though i saw it coming, i just couldn't really accept the way reality was brought across to me.
It's as though ALL your effort is JUNK.
J U N K.
& funny, i had always been strong bout such matters but today was a total blooper.
I guess it really hit hard this time.
"With great expectations come great disappointments"
I don't think my self esteem had ever hit that low before.
Yes, i felt like a total idiot, literally.
Well maybe i AM.
/: Sometimes people have lower IQs than others, yknow.

ANYWAY.
Buddy, thanks for helping me get my cranberry juice and cookie.
They is my Happy foods. We shall keep to our pact ok.
Corinne, (: Your friendship and support rocks more than you know it, really. I love how we can understand each other and talk bout anything under the sun including you-know-which-two and most imptly, you.
Maine, I dont know how you knew bout it but thanks for the encouraging message and the hug. I can't wait to see you tmr. I miss you bad!
Feng, First person i looked for in the canteen was you. I didnt know what to say then so i just remained silent and placed my hand over your shoulders. Thanks for lending me your shoulder to cry on and all the encouragement. JIE MEI. i really really apprecaite it.
Dine, I'm fine. thanks for the msg! (:

Drats, i dont even know why im afected over everything.
i feel quite dumbbbbbb.
nevermind.

Life right now just makes me wanna take a nice walk by the beach and gaze at the waves crashing into the sea.
CLASSIC eh? But it works for me.
Sighhhhhhhh
wtf.

Yeah okayy ive gotta go get busy with work.
Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day.
even if isnt we've just gotta pretend it is.
thats how it is anyway,
even if you're unhappy deep inside, you cant show it.
you dont show it.
cos why dampen the spirits of them happy fellas.
):

TILL THEN!

you make me feel like giving up.
"make it real or take it all away"
good thinking.

2007-06-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

Okayyy i'm finally back to update.
Had a rough rough rough rough time with the dear Mid years.
i'm finally done with them; well almost.
you can't study for chinese and curent affairs.
okay maybe you can but my brain's too shrivelled from hist lit and econs.
PED YED XED EOS SUKARNO CUBAN MISSILE CRISIS DEHUMANIZATION SEX SOMA
I seriously screwed my mid years, i studied hard for it, but it was too much of a last minute thing, so it didnt help much.
SO, i made a resolution: to be more consistent when sch term begins. REALLY 'cos i don't wanna retain. it'll be quite horrid.

So for now, it's self-proclaimed holiday.
To recover a bit, (HAHA) & well to have a break before the crazy world of JC commences.

To-do List ;
1.PROJECT WORK ASSIGMENTS
2.ECONS PROJECT
3.T4 CLASS BBQ (
4.MEET UPS WITH CLICKS BESTIE SSC & MORE
5.NETBALL TRAININGS( sch + club) & PLANNING OF SCHEDULE :D
6.GYMING AND RUNNING ( Fitness & toning!!)
7.SWIMMING ( I miss my tan. & i miss weekend swims!)
8.DANCE CLASSES (hip hop, ballet) WITH MY SIS ( Hell yeah im serious! i hope i'll have the time to squeeze this in)
9.IG MEETING
10.MAKAN WITH THE MAKAN GANG! (Buffets, durian + mango, GOOD FOOD.)
11.CJ NETBALL POTLUCK

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH & & & I'm really really REALLY into this song:
It's SO good! ( corinne agrees too okay!)
I listened to it all through mugging & last night! man i couldn't absorb anymore elasticity shit so i EMO, ahahhahahhaha. HAHA.
it was like 1+ am so i opened the window, stoned at the pouring rain and just immersed myself into the song.
VERY NICE I SAY. VERY NICE.

HEAVEN; NU FLAVOR

First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me

Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me

Instrumental

Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm shedding this love here in my heart
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I looked in her eyes now shes all I see
Heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I'm down on my knees please, heaven

Heaven....(repeat until fade)

:D See, Good lyrics, singer and music. I LIKE.
MY NEW EARWORM.

Okayy life is good now without exam stress.
Exam was crazy: Mugging stayover at Buddy Yus's place, Mugging wih feng at rp macs till 12, yeahh those were the two most hardcore moments.
the rest was just the normal, whereby 70% of the time is spent TRYING to focus.
ANYWAYS

I can't wait for tomorrow.
Gonna wake up
print piano scores & learn them!
watch a movie or prepare good brunch
Head to CJC for an exam
Gym with Cor and ah pai
Dinner and chill out
:D

SOUNDS NICE ENOUGH.
Been really long since i relaxed.
okay im sounding deprive

hahahhaa im off to watch tv with mum!
TILL THEN!

OH OH OH

T4 BBQ
DINESH'S PLACE THIS SAT AT 4PM.
DETAILS ON CLASS BLOG.
:D TAG/MSG/CALL ME BOUT WHAT YOU'D BRING.

Goodnight!

".. Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me"
please help me.

2007-06-12T10:05:00.000+08:00

Every time I look at you
You always look so beautiful
Driving on the road again

And I would take some photographs
So I can dream of you

Can't say I've felt such a twisting in my heart this
way
We get sleeping while you stay awake
so close to you

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We're lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my life

Can't take away those times
We stayed in bed and talked all night
Chain smokes of cigarettes and
Three bottles of red wine
Falling asleep together
Holding your body close to mine

Oh and in the morning
Your eyes opened so innocent
The sun is blazing we are sweating
You look lovely
Nothing else matters andanymore 'cause you're
In my arms again

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We're lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my life

Oh I never wanna be without you
So just stay with me
I will love you endlessly

Oh darling, darling
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my life

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We're lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my life
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my life

Here's one of the songs from the movie shrek 3.
(: haha!

I LIKE.

2007-06-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay i should be turning in soon but i decided to get tempted by flipping my laptop open to do quik updates here and there before i head for LTC from 4-7 june.
HOPEFULLY it'll be a worthwhile four days and 3 nights!
(:

Anyways, mid years are approaching waaaaayyyy too soon.
been WANTING to study real hard cos if i dont, im reallly screwed up.
sheesh i should pay more attention during tutorials and lectures.
/: anyway, will do what i can with whatever miserable time i have left.
i need DISCIPLINE AND MOTIVATION, big time.
i haven't started on lit, i know NUTS TOTAL ZERO bout econs (cos im always doing hist) and history's -well, never ending. math is already screwed. gp's my only hope.
so there.
sometimes i wish there were subjects such as desserts-iology or netballstry or eating-nomics or music-graphy!
okay wishful thinking on my part, i'll just stick to dealing with life.
it ain't too bad afterall with awesome friends and family. (: Oh yeahh!

okay im gonna leave a quick update on the class blog bout the class bbq before i turn in!

AND AND AND. I MISS A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE!

CLICKS!
PIGS!
BESTIE!
NIANG + KORS + EVERYONE NEW IN THE FAMILY (HINT HINT)
SHAE AND JDOH
CHARLIE
SOC, RACH, PS!
SOME SJCIANS
T4-ians!
NETBALLERS!
CARLA!
SHARON FEIMAO !
IG33!

and the list just goes on and on.
figured, there's many things one wants to do but very often fails to do.
like the way we all say we wanna meet up and all. but really, it's easier said than done. nevertheless, rest assured i wont forget the special memories i had with each and every one of you. <3!

tsk,
sometimes we try so hard to get what we desire that we neglect what has always been there.
i guess it's time to accept things.
as what my brother once said: life is really straightforward. if it happens, it happens, if it doesn't, it doesnt. if you have it, you have it, if you dont want it, you just wont want it.
So after much thinking, im just gonna take a step back and slowly, but SURELY, let nature take its course.
Afterall, haha, life's supposed to be a breeze, right?

YES.

Till then!

Collide

2007-05-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

I think my body clock's really weird.
i'll wake up automatically after 8 hours or so, somehow.
anyways.
woke up today in thoughts. scary shit!
first thing in the morning and im dwelling in such thoughts alr.
not good. so i gave up trying to get back to sleep.
the rest woke up later and we headed to casurina for Good prata!

So your idea of a family bonding on a sunday would be to relax somewhere,
perhaps a day out at the beach, picnic, movie or something casual.
BUT NO.
WE WENT TO A KOI FARM. THEN QIAN HU FISH FARM.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I couldnt believe what i was doing but yeah!
nice, refreshing idea as compared to the usual.
We fed kois and net-fished for baby fishes in some pond.
some guy kept catching MUCH more with his skillful pair of hands and he gave it to us!
well daddy asked us to free it back to the pond but i was kinda reluctant at first, cos they were, well, sentimental. ): y'know.. family outing.
HEEHEEHEE. so i promised to keep 8.. then 3.. ( with the condition of clearing my room. hahaha!)
and after all the efforts of refilling the tank twice and all, i returned every single fish.
'cos daddy said they'd die faster and they'd be sad with no friends, and all that.
):

BUT AT LEAST THEY ARE HAPPY FISHES, 2) I TOOK A SNAPSHOT OF THREE OF 'EM! 3) I'VE GOT GOOD MEMORIES. 4) I'VE GOT AN empty FISH CONTAINER. HAHAHAH!
(:

So then, anyone wants a free bottle of fish flakes? (HEE!)

Hm then we went on road trip.
washed the car, punggol-ed, dessert,
OH! daddy bought me a new laptop for school.
(: yay.

& Did anyone watch channel u just now?
It's been 217683648 years since i last used the remote control.
but ya, that show really caught my attention.
i just love watching late night movies that are like that:
a perfect fusion of comedy, romance and bitter-sweet emotions!
Lakehouse, A walk to remember, Love actually, Family stone, A lot like love..
Okay, can someone please please catch one of these movies with me soon?
):

hm. okay.
so today was pretty much good!
save the bouts of emo-ism for some reason i can't accept.
oh well.

EH Oh no.
it's 12 plus already.
gotta wake up real early tmr for pre-LTC briefing.

so
TILL THEN!

knew nothing, did nothing.
save tonight.

2007-05-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday may have been a good day for some,
but otherwise for others.
All i can say is:
Treasure those around you.
Your family, your friends, everyone.
It's difficult to please everyone, but i guess if you work out some balance, there's never such a thing as " no time to meet " .
So yeah. this may sound really queer but,
do treasure those around you,

Before its too late.

Hm, after everything took place,
i cabbed down to esplanade to meet my sis for Phantom of the Opera.
Wasn't in a really awesome mood to watch it after everything had happened but yeah, was a good show overall.
The set cool and the effects were astonishing.
singing wise- AWESOME for some, but average for the others.
MUSIC OF THE NIGHT-- An Amazing piece. i'm so gonna look for that song.
The Orchestra was in top form.
Not that the plot was boring or anything but i dozed off for 5 mins of the show cos i was so awfully drained and i just couldn't help but sleep. =x

Thai express-ed after that and cabbed back to sleep.

To you:
Hey girl, hope you read our letters and all.
everything we wanna say to you is in there.
we dont know how to handle or react to such a situation but PLEASE.
Let me know how we can support you in anyway.
i dont want it to be an awkward situation whereby you think we're over-showering you with concern cos of what happened but truth is, we really really care and we're just worried. really.
anyways, please take care alright.
don't take the sunshine away.
we'll be there for you.
Love always.

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Alright, i'm gonna get showered and dressed.
taking mummy out on a mothers day treat.
and i hope i'll get some work done today, somehow.
Exam schedule is out:

24th may- GP
25th may - math
22nd june - lit
23rd june - history
26th june - econs
29th june - chinese

): H E LP.

2007-05-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

Okay i'm still stuck at home 'cos fever came with my cough and flu this morning ):
my phone just rang,
" 1 msg received: Jason : Anne, the police... "
I WAS LIKE.. 0.0! Oh nos. Hahaha
then it turned out that " Anne, the police has found your wallet"
Haha yay! Thank God! ( and for that matter, thank the police and person who found it!)
I hope everything's still intact, its okay if the money's gone but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET EVERYTHING ELSE BE IN THERE!

Hmm okay on a much much lighter note!
ANI GINA FENG.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE Y'ALL.
okay here goes:
Ani msged me yesterday saying that she needed to talk to me,
so i met her around 8. and we talked bout it till 9.
Then she said sh'll send me home ad despite me insisting I send her home instead,
she persisted. (Hmmm, yes, i was suspicious. hahaha)
So then we came to the nice flight of stairs, where 17 candles were neatly placed on every step. It was a reallly pretty sight!
" with each step you take, thank somebody who has touched your life in one way or another"
and so i did.
then when i reached the top, there was a trail of lightsticks on the wooden platform, and their Precious notes on the 1st, 12th, and 18th lightstick.
(: & & &, when i reached the area above the 2nd spiral staircase, they burst into a happy birthday song, with the cute muffin with a candle and red lightsticks that made up ANNE!
Hee! then snap snap snap, photos and we shared the muffin!
and OMG GUYS, thanks SO much for the watch.
haha! it's reallllly nice, i like!
" Eh you're lucky k! it's not even in stores yet. we got connectxions."
Hahahhaaha ! (:
yes, i AM one lucky kid, cos i've got all of you!
then we had our cute, simple cup noodle dinner at the park!
<3 <3!

Okay i wanna go rest already.
Gotta go down to school later to attend some briefing & collect my wallet.
Till Then!

PS: Can some kind soul send me the "way back into love" song!? please please please! hahaha candyswirls@hotmail.com!

I've been living with a shadow overhead  
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

2007-05-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

OKAY! So i guess the big sexy 17 bash is over and WOAHHH.
I feel so loved.

Thank you Gina, Ani and Kel for the awesome labour day-cum birthday celebration.
The company itself was a HUGE bonus.
plus the CUTE balloon and baby elmo cake and the lovely rose plus
my FAVVVV jacket and e interesting book! plus more stuff!
i really really dont ever wanna lose you all. Most precious.
<3 Tightest -est!

T4:
THANK YOU DEARESTSSSS!
Zomg! the cake you guys baked was SOOO sweet please!
Super cute! hee. i REALLY appreciate the efforts that went to it ( stayover, late nights and all)
Plus the poster of the compiled personal notes!
- Its very precious to me. (:
THANK YOU GUYS for EVERYTHING, can't see how a class can possibly get better than this!

NETBALLERS:
Okay everything kicked off with the TJ game.
was a good fight, we all know that. (:
And and and THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONG AND WISHES.
AND FOR the body shop set ( SO SMART! )
AND for the super sinful but YUMMY ICE CREAM CAKE!!
AND also! for the awesome dinner at FISH & CO!
hahahha! though i was super shy ( YES REALLY) to stand on the chair grinning away with a sparkler in hand, i enjoyed every minute of the times we had together!
THANK YOU ALL!

Trackers:
To the group of you who were there on 4May itself,
THANK YOU.
though things were pretty blah initially cos of some stuffs,
thank you for remembering how sparklers make me smile and
for playing them with me along the same path as we did last time.
(: It was a really sweet gesture. thanks for the whinnie brownie cake too! :D
AND AND! for the rest of the team, HAHAHA.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH for the vivocity outing.
thank you for the cake without a lighted candle ( HAHAHA its ok, i still like) and thank you for the cute plushies! hahaha! :D
SO ADORABLE!
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

Gina and Ani:
hello dears, i know how much our friendship means to us and i really really appreciate the sacrifices made and the deepest sincerities involved in this.
i ca't quite expess how i REALLY love y'all cos it will sound rather wrong maybe, but
bottom line is-

Life really isn't life without you. (:
<3 for life.

yus and Maine:
DWARF & MEDIUM, though you guys LOVE calling me giant ( hmph) i still love you guys to bits. thanks for the watch and the little box of goodies and AHEM. LITTLE MISS SCATTERBRAIN BOOK. HAHAHA.
oh man. thanks for making me who i am today!

To all who msged/ tagged/ testimonialed :
haha! i replied everyone of you personally cos i really appreiate the simple msg sent to wish me happy birthday! :D THANK YOU LOVELYS!

To all who called:
Clicks, kel, rachel, bestie, jane, marcus & poon!
THANK YOU!!!! ;D
Hope you enjoyed my sexy 17 voice. HAHAHA. Only kidding!

and most imptly, MUM AND DAD.
though they wont be reading this i guess,
i just wanna say,
i love you.
for all these years of unconditional love, upbringing and concern,
THANK YOU.

PS: Sorry if i left out anyone! but i really really do appreciate everything, small or big. It's really just the simplest thought that counts! <3!

Imma WAAAAAAAAAY overjoyed kiddo this 17th birthday,
i feel so blessed and loved, really . (:
and its all because of everyone of you. so once again,
THANK YOU. ANNE LOVES YOU ALL, IN YOUR OWN SPECIAL WAY.

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okay and after all that high,
today was a low.
Brother paul caught me AGAIN for my skirt!
and and and we got immediate in-house suspension.
WTH! there were like 20 over victims.
and okay, my skirt's just one finger above the knee!
that's longer than half of the school's skirt!
but oh well, its alright.
i take it in my stride.

Headed to Yus's place with maine ah pai and Gerald after school!
we sew stuff. heehee. (:
and and and ):
i started feeling damn lousy, cos my throat was hurting like mad and cough and flu started sinking in.
so now my nose's like a tap and i dont feel good at all ):
Boogey. I've been healthy for so long and suddenly this virus attacks me.
haha. kill germs kill.

Ah wells, it's getting late, i'd better go turn in now.
tmr's gonna be a chiong day for hist test on wed.
Our first mid year paper is on 24May by the way,
( DRATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTS! ) ):

Okay till then!

i've been living with a shadow overhead

2007-04-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Okay, been a long time since i've updated.
haven't really had the time and mood to do so.

HMMM.
expect nothing interesting.

JC life is difficult.

Well, it's subjective. But it is to me at least.
There's just a seemingly ENDLESS flow of assignments and test and all.
You even burn out ALL your weekends just trying to cope with the hella workload.
Two words= NO LIFE. ( Haha! yes. )
I'm screwing up pretty bad, to the extent that sometimes i can't help but feel i'm not so intellectually inclined, or in simple terms, somewhat dumb. /:
Why is it that everyone else can get the concepts and flair for all their essays and sums but I can't?
okay, i know its wrong to compare but i cant help it. \
Reality hits hard.
( & to think, it's only the 4th month of first year)
mid years are coming. Dang.

Anyway, i kinda miss track. Gotta do A LOT of conditioning before i can get back in the previous form i guess. Been long since my last training.

But i wanna put my 101% of focus on netball now.
Gonna play hard for all the matches and have NO regrets.
The opening game of netball A' div season's tmr.
Against AJC.
we've got YJC, TJC, ACSIB in our grouping.
Tmr's match is the most important, actually.
Not hinting anything but i guess we should all know why it is the case.
Anxiety's sorta kicking in a bit. but i'm excited at the same time.
FITNESS, GAME READING, COMMUNICATION, TEAMWORK, FOCUS.
ALL THE WAY CJC NETBALL! (:
on a personal note, i hope those that aren't in main 12 will come down and share the same adrenaline and all together with us. We are afterall, A TEAM. (:

T4 is still as T4-ish.
just that everyone's obviiously stress-er too.
Oh man. Nvm, we'll stick it out together.

Okaaaaaayyyy I should just psycho myself with cliches
" Don't give up, never say die, keep on going!"
Ya da Ya da Ya da.
No it won't work. i need more MOTIVATION.
yes, that's what i need to find.
maybe i SHOULD be self-motivated but somehow the stress and all's just burning all of the optimism i used to have.

Ughhh, okay.
heads up.
just keep on smiling it off.
perservere.

It's just warming up to win.
It's just the steps to success.

It's just part and parcel of Life.

Thank God for:

My family, esp my mum, i treasure every litle thing that you do.
Every little msg, action and word is a reflection of your unconditional love for me. I treasure that a lot.

My friends, ( yes, ALL of you)
For the endless support, encouragement and simple happiness that you bring into my life.
Life without friends like all of you is a life that's incomplete.
Everyone holds a special and different meaning in my heart & i thank you all for everything.

& okay, to end things on a happier note,
(HEEHEEHEE)
It's 9 more days to the FOURTH OF MAY.
and in case you didn't realise,

ITS THE DAY LIM AN NI ANNE HITS SEXY SEVENTEEN.
(:

Okay it's 12:10 and i've still got a hitory outline to do,
revision for econs test.
and i'm SUPPOSED to rest early for tmr's match.

Good game.

TILL THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN,
<3

Beautiful soul.

2007-04-05T14:38:00.001+08:00

okaaayy!i'm supposed to be doing PW now but ):
we're all just chatting away & I just finished my push-pop.

I had a BAD DAY today ):
okay, WE ALL DID. /:
Got caught by brother paul in the morning for my hair and skirt.
then our beloved class people got scoldings for our History tutorial outlines.
then my lit homework ALL not done and i cannot find my othello and log book
):

MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I feel dumb lahh.
( with my smartdumb emo buddyyy)

I gotta really use good friday and the weekend to catch up with my studies.
I'm waaaaaaaaaaaay way waaayyy behind.
i'm stressed. im worried. im basically screwed up.
HOWW.

Okay okay this entry is rant-yyyyyyyyyyy but haiyer nvm.

On a lighter note,
( thinks hard for something to say)

oh.
maine bought yus and I carebear stickers for our card. HAHA!
and and and, okay. nothing else.

I think i don't have a life. shit.
someone please please PLEASE make Anne a happy happy girl. /:

okay, before I get emo and spoil peoples day/night

TILL THEN!
<3 Anne Lim An Ni

2007-04-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

2007-03-23T14:13:00.001+08:00

Okay i'm currently in the library attempting to complete my GP essay which i've been oh-so-guilty-ly putting off due to my virus-attacked computer at home. ):
Oh well!
School's been pretty.. MAD.
i'm struggling to keep awake in every single lecture and tutorial.
i'm TRYING to balance my time ( especially for my studies)-- means i need more productive breaks!
I hope i can improve more in my timings.
Netball's cool, as usual. I like!

Coming up.
i've got a relay race tmr and on sunday, means i'll be missing out on SJC'S Award's ceremony.. /: but it's ok! :D i'll collect the certs and all another day!
Okay and hm, here goes:
there's the cross-campus relay next friday, followed by a match against Llabten at SRC, FOLLOWED BY a three day two nights netball camp in CJC.
Then the torturing week commences again on monday.
Hahaha! (: Aye wish me luck!~
but i guess it'd be alright cos the people who go through it with me ROCK. (:

Okayyy before Rachel and Xy come back from the ladies and catch me sidetracking again, i'd better be off!

I'll do a more interesting and detailed update soon, i hope.
Not now, at least.

TILL THEN!

(:

2007-03-23T14:01:00.001+08:00

2007-03-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

2007-03-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

2007-03-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

OKAY T4 DEARS.

VANESSA AND DINESH CANT MAKE IT ON FRIDAY.
IS SATURDAY FINE?

PLS REPLY ASAP!!
:(

'Cos i've gotta book the BBQ pit!

2007-03-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

THIS MSG IS FOR BELOVED CLASS OF 1TO4!

Okay, its kinda hard to communicate with each and everyone of you so here goes.
hopefully most of you will read it and do pass the word around k!

Our BBQ IS CHANGED TO FRIDAY!
cos our beloved sister man has an important function on thursday.
okok?
( im sure we all wish for gab to turn up right right right? hee )

please please please bring foodstuff/ drinks/ bbq grills/ thongs/ charcoal/ firestarters/ ice coolers/ paper plates/ serviettes & all IF YOU CAN.
here's a rough list of what we need. ( please feel free to add on or edit! )
GRILLS
CHARCOAL
FIRESTARTERS
THONGS ( I'm bringing!)
SKEWERS ( Sam's bringing! )
DRINK DISPENSER ( Sam's bringing! )
ICE
DRINKS ( BOTTLED OR SYRUP FORM)
DISPOSABLE UTENSILS
SERVIETTES
OTAKOTAK
SATAY
2 TUBS OF BUTTER
HONEY
MARINATED PORK/ BEEF/ CHICKEN
CHICKEN WINGS
TAIWAN SAUSAGES
HOTDOGS
POTATOE CHIPS
STINGRAY
POTATOES
MARSHMALLOWS
CHILLI/ TOMATOE/ BBQ SAUCES
FRIED RICE
BEEHOON
COOKIES!!
CURRY CHICKEN OR SMTG?
FRIED FINGER FOOD- SEAWEED CHICKEN/ FRENCH FRIES/ SPRING ROLL/ SAMOSA/ CURRY PUFF/ POTATOE WEDGES/ FISH FINGERS
FRUIT COCKTAILS/ DESSERTS
BIG BLACK GARBAGE BAGS
PLUS ANYMORE OF YOUR FAVOURITES OR RECOMMENDATIONS! :D

Every effort will be greatly appreciated aye!
hee. Oh yes, please drop me a msg or give me a ring to inform me what you can
bring from the list OR add on to the list so that i can update this entry and we can figure out what else we've gotta purchase!
( The more we bring, the more we save! hee. )

Anyway, we'll meet at sunplaza at 4pm to shop for the balance stuff that we need before going over to the pit.
bring at least ten bucks for the pit booking and the purchasing of extra stuffs k! :D

HOPE ALL OF YOU CAN MAKE IT!

<3 <3 <3 <3 Y'ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

from your beloved and retarded HTC,
ANNE! HAHA

PS: I Miss yall a lot mann, see y'all soon!
Oh yes, my hotmail is screwed up.
so it would be nice if someone can forward this around.
HEH.

PLEASE PLEASE PASS THE MSG AROUND AND CHECK OUT THIS BLOG FOR LATEST UPDATES! :D

2007-03-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

Read

Overflowing surges of happiness
Intolerable bitterness of sorrow
Endless, wildest dreams

Laugh, cry, hope, pray

Listen well.

Music and lyrics
The jouney of a thousand miles

understand

Love; unconditionally

Commitment
Sincerity
Trust

now Contemplate.

paint a picture of a thousand words.

Heart?

2007-03-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

oh no ): Blogger crashed on me.
i typed out this whole chunk of an entry and DANG!
All g o n e.
Haha oh welll i shall patiently do up another post before i hit the bed! :D

Presenting to you.. BELOVED 1TO3!!
:D
MEL did up this video, by the way! ( yayy for mel! )
okay watch watch! hee. ( IF you wanna. )

Hm school's been O-kay.
Not too good with lectures & tutorials yet.
But i WILL, no i MUST bucker up after O2!
hm trainings are tiring, but fufilling.
i think i should do more runs.
i don't see myself improving. ): okayy, PATIENCE! HAHAHA.
Rachel & xying's been having after dinner-hw sessions with me!
Thanks a lot for all the help! :D
Aye and needless to say; T3 was, is, and will always be: DA- BOMB!

Captain's ball today!
Firstly, T3!!
WELL DONE WELL DONE EVERYONEEEEE!!
The support from the sidelines was AWESOME.
The constant screaming and T3 cheering made A LOT of difference to our game.
It felt really good knowing T3 took on the games as a class,
( whether it meant screaming your lungs cheering on, or playing our hearts out on court! )
Yay t3 we how tiiiggghhhhttttt!!? :D
Hm & yes, SISTER MAN came back today for us!
it was a pleasant pleasant surprise!
we were all so excited please! Hee.
SISTER MAN; T3 Loves you, come back more often ok?
we welcome with open open open open arms! :D

Okay! that's bout it.
rough current update.
Okay i'm kinda tired. /:
Gonna hit my warm, comfy, bed! HA!
Till then!

Every little thing that you do

2007-02-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

Life is-

2007-02-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

I jumped out of bed today.

Meeting yus and cor at amk at 9am and i woke up at like 8?!

haha so i rushed & cabbed down-

& for the record, i WASN'T late okay! ( Hint hint to smart dumb buddy! ) :D

So we did did did our project, the video task was killer.

here're some photos we snapped after everything!

Cor, Yus & me!

Smart dumb/ dumb smart buddies! :D

As we were walking to the interchange, we saw this garfield toy that was on the floor.

So i gave it CPR.

HAHA! yus is retarded! :D :D :D

after doing our econs proj,

i rushed down to Gina's place.

Gina dear & I!

Chatted with her & her mum,

Gambled black jack with friends and cousins,

Then steamboat at her aunt's.

HER COUSINS WERE SO CUTE.

Haha! Velancia gave me a Chansey pokemon card!!

bryan and another cute boy posed a cute " cheeeeesseee!! "
for a photo! :D

Ahhhh, childhood innocence. i like.

Headed to my ex-teacher's house for bai nian at night.

Had a nice talk with her husband and her.

& Yes, today's quite fufilling.

except for the painful & undesirable fact that we've gotta burn the midnight oil for economics project which is due- TOMORROW.

I must get going.

TILL THEN!

& you see you see! Ferris wheel. Hougang has a euro park. Neat.

Time has a habit of slipping away.

2007-02-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay my CNY visits are over.
It's superrr fast! - from 10 plus till late afternoon.
'cos we've only got my 3 houses to go to. ( Everyone gathers at grandma's. )
Hong bao grand total: $264
It's good! (: Not as much as most, but i'm contented with it.
Learning point :
The smallest hong bao actually means the most, 'cos it's not how much you receive, but the thought that comes along with it. (:

I'm gonna be so so so bored tomorrow!! ):
Someone please date me out for Bai nian-ing or hanging out or a movie or a swim or whatever.
Hahaha! (:

I miss T3.
Y'know one thing i fear most is really, having to split up.
/:

we are like.. DAMN tight.
Really really tight.

okay go check out some pics from Michele's blog:
http://inthenameofdonuts.blogspot.com/

(:

& as i scanned through the rest of T3's blogs,
i realised how much soul goes into our class.
we've all got the T3 identity! :D
WE ROCK MAN, SERIOUSLY.
WE ROCK.

T3, I love everyone of you.

(:

Till then!

2007-02-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

Today is CNY eve!
If we stay up late today, our parents' will live a long life.
I don't know how true that is but well!
No harm trying!! (: (:
I want to love them longer! haha!

My Red nano's supposed to arrive by yesterday but i haven't received it yet.
): Dang.
Now i've gotta wait till after CNY.
Tsk!

Okay i've been binging far too much on cookies lah.
Typical cookie monster.
I eat 'em throughout the day!
All the vday and new year ones.
I'm gonna get ol' lardy soon with the amount of butter im consuming.
Haha! but i'm not gonna stop anytime soon.
Good stuff's just too hard to resist.
:D

Blah. it might be a boring day today.
im still delaying my spring cleaning.
): I think im asking for trouble.
Haaha! okay i'll go get it done soon. Soon.

& yay! Yus is sending me one more momenttttttttttt!! (:
-flips and jumps around!
that song is great lah!
i shall ask people to teach me that song on the guitar!
Unless anyone wants to play it for me! HAHAHA
Okay fat hope!
Here's yus's video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77HnY6Diypw

(: lucky girl got to video it at a gig!
Heehee.
thanks anyway !!

Okay till then!
(:

One more moment; Ronin

Don't take too long to sayI love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away
And out on a clear blue sky When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

CHORUS
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by
Like a distant memory
And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard so say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

CHORUS
That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

CHORD PROGRESSIONS

VERSE: C Am F G
PRE CHORUS: Am Em F G
CHORUS: C Am F G
BRIDGE: Dm F C G

2007-02-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today was a good day.
I'm kinda lazy to elaborate on it but ya, it was nice. (:

Gotta spring clean tmr, so last min aye! :D
heeehee!
Then we'll have yu sheng and reunion dinner &
all the series of visiting and all.
thank God we're able to finish our visitings by the first day every year.
the next two days are for friends and all.
OH RIGHT, THIS YEAR, our dearest economics project gets some quality time too.
The teachers are quite sly.
they put the deadline on wednesday.. right SMACK after CNY! :D
hahaha! Tsk Tsk. No choice-- must do.

Okay this show is on channel U now.
i remember watching the vcd with Ani and Yang during
the new year's stayover.
we cried & all lahh! hahaha. the show's seriously very touching.
- A Moment to remember.
it's a korean film i think. (:
GO WATCH! Or i can lend you the vcd.
Just leave me a message (:

Well well! sweet love.
Some just don't experience it, 'cos they don't share it.
Some, unrequitted love.
& some, are just in pure bliss.
Sometimes i fear to expect,
'cos with great expectations come great disappointments.
okay, that's pessimistic i know but it's human nature i guess!
Just pray no one in this world gets too emo and fearful to even love.
/:

Hold on to patience & watch for the signs,
everything in it's time.

Till Then! :D

-Anne!

The reign of uncertainty.

2007-02-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

Okay my blog is once again screwed up.
the images got messed up so i just took it all down.
simple & plain- not too bad i guess.
yesterday's counter was 7913 i think.
today's rose.
But no one tags me, that leaves me quite bored.
But oh well, that's just for fun.
Key Point- I get to rant my heart out.

Mood- ):

History essay
Econs test
GP project
Netball match in the evening at Kallang

All due tmr.

Sigh. I think it wouldn't have been so bad if i knew anything bout the econs/ hist.
Unfortunately.. tonight will be a rough night.
i dont wanna disappoint myself nor my teacher.
I'm gonna prove it to Her.
she said " Anne, if only you can write as fast as you run"
Not that i run very fast, but i do admit i've been pretty slack towards schoolwork so far.
it's the adoption of the " 1st three months = play " mindset.
sigh. okay, no more pon-ing lectures, No more delaying assignments.
F-O-C-U-S.

Vday's coming up.
Gotta get cookie ingredients tomorrow.
Hope it turns out fine.
wanted t make something more special, but- Time constraints. ):

Okay i'm just being emo i think.
currently tuning in to : Boston by Augustana.
It's a really splendid song.

Okay, i must be contented with the chance to even have an education opportunity & ya da ya da.
phsycho-ing!
/:
i've gotta get started.

n
o
w.

i'mnottiredimnottiredimnottiredimnottired. /:

Till then all.

That's when the stars go blue.

2007-02-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

Blogger is weird.
" ERROR
These characters are not allowed: ( exclamation mark) "
Who in the right frame of mind would ban an exclamation mark ( Exclamation mark)
Haha oh shit it's quite hilarious actually. hahaha.
But it's sad. exclamation marks are my favourite.
Now everything's gonna be mostly fullstops .. . . . .
Retro AH. /: Bleah. haha ( Exclamation mark )
Okay i know.
everytime i wanna put an exclamation mark i'll put ( EM)

The other blog gave me URL probs so i switched.
So i kindly told Fatty bout it:

xying. says:
hahah

xying . says:
u funny shit

Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love says:
EH

xying . says:
what kinda or address is that

Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love says:
THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE AVAILABLE LAHHH

xying . says:
everyday is valentines day

Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love says:
its true ( EM )

xying . says:
u think u very cute ar

xying . says:
AHAHAHA

Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love says:
HAHAHAHHAHA

Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love says:
IDIOT ( EM )

TAN XINYING.
What's wrong with " everyday is valentines day " ?( EM )?( EM )
hahaha ( EM ) (:

Okay O level results are out.
Mixed feelings:
Very contented that i can stay in CJC,
& yet, a slight sense of disappointment and inferiority.
/: Oh well ( EM )
That's done with i guess- so there. (:

Clicks & pigs:
Well we've all gotten our results and yes,
No matter what, we've just gotta deal with it &
Hey! everything happens for a reason right ( EM )
:D Mattaal, Go do POLICE & BANG BANG BANG ( EM )
Heehee

MY DEAREST T3-s ( EM )
T3's staying and we're all damn TIGHT ( EM )
we're gonna rock Orientation2 and the whole 2 years ahead i tell you ( EM ) ( EM ) ( EM )( EM )
okay, let's just say T3 has many many more splendid memories to come ( EM ) :D
Hurray ( EM )

Trackers and netballers are staying too( EM ) :D
except for the twinnnns( EM ) ( PLEASE STAYYY! )
& That makes me a happy kid too.

Okay so this marks the very start of a CHALLENGE.
Juggling two CCAs which take up every weekday,
studies, & Bonds( EM ) ( very impt )
Please wish me luck! No, Luck ain't enough.
Wish me perserverance and endurance and blah blah blah.
(:

& i'm a very very happy girl 'cos i've just ordered a red ipod Nano
& there's free engravement so after a whole lot of silly suggestions from my beloved class- t3,
I've settled for the basics -
[ LOVE; Unconditionally ]

Neat not? haha.

& & &, Everyone, go here "one more moment" by Ronin. It's a super super lovely song. Hee got bored at home on Tues 'cos i didn't go to school, so i figured out the scores on piano. now someone teach me the guitar PLEASE ( EM )( EM ) :]
[ Ani, i know you're learning a CNY song instead of a love song to me! Ka-bish ( EM )( EM ) :[ Haha i love you anyway (: ]

okay i've gotta go get changed.
Meeting Feng, wc, chee & i dont know who else in town then to CJ for healing rally with maine and mel ( EM ) :D

I WILL UPDATE SOON.
Till thennn( EM )

Live well, laugh often, love with all your heart ( EM )

2007-01-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

A guy was very much in love with his girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, and his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together.

one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them,
so they went their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed.

But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night,
slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company .. You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched.
It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple,
wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more;
he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!

What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery,
and so he got out of his car and followed...

and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...
Her parents saw him.
He asked them why this had happened.

They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer.
She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...
he can take some of those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love.
For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

The guy just wept... The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again...

Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Sweet story eh!
Was reading mail today and came across this one.
It's good stuff!

WELL WELL!
Orientation in Cj is over, Lectures and tutorials have begun.
I'm quite screwed, especially for mathematics.
believe me i have NO idea what she's talking about /:
Sheesh.
Gotta source for help alr!

& & The people are great!
IG 33! (: HEEHEE. I LOVE Y'ALL! (:
orientation was good with you guys, especially the mud-rolling game!
The mad jack and island creamery outing was great too.
More to come please!

& of course, 1t03!
A fun bunch of 19 people.
Soccer during recess, jokes from dinesh, random funny comments here and there.
UNITY!
& Hey! We sure had fun durng the skit & well! more memories to come!

Netballers!
THEY are the first bunch of people i got to know.
& & they're all super super nice!
<3!

& MOST IMPORTANTLY.
My old pals.

Just met up with Gina & Ani for dinner after track yesterday.
chatted for damn long ( 'cos of the many happenings in our lives )
we chated till compass closed la! haha!
hmm something cropped up halfway so we headed over to my place.
we were all scrambled over my bed, & yeah.
STUFF.
Hope Gina managed to catch the last bus home!

okay i'm sorta rushing to work now so Toodles!
oh yes, zoo trip and Ig photos are up on friendster.

TILL THEN!

2006-12-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

Aye life's been good! (:

Just a quick update:

I'm still working at the cathay building & i'm lovin' it!
I'll be going to Catholic Junior College for the first three months under index 33. (:
I'll be flying to Beijing from the 21st till the 26th - No christmas with loved ones ):
I'm down with this cough-sore throat thing that making my voice damn Sexy. Haha!
I can't wait for Gina's party and stayover after that!
I might be late for work if i don't leave now.

Okay, BYE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!

if I kissed you- Corrine May

If i kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Would angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If i kissed you

If i kissed you
What would michelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalised in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If i kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But i guess i'll never know if i never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms
and kiss you

If i kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If i kissed you

oh, If i kissed you

yeah, if i kissed you

Nice song eh? I LOVE corrine May! (:

2006-11-30T09:29:00.000+08:00

( Jayda, i'm updating this entry for you. )
haha!

Hm, well life's been so AWESOME!
Backtrack..
Prom was nice, was more of fun than emo.
Everyone looked so gorgeous please! (:
Will upload some photos soon.

went to the ZOO with Feng, Gina, Jaime, Jae & sharon. [ Shae didn't come along.. ): ]
was so much much much of fun! you've GOT TO see the pictures i tell you!
I'll upload as soon as they pass 'em to me cos i didnt bring the cam out.
(: Tram & train madness, animal viewing, THE fragile ( freaking) forest, Snapshots & more!
& The company, most importantly, was what made the trip so worthwhile!

Cabbed down to paragon after that.
Met up with Yang & Cheryl.
Looked around for jobs and presents. (:
I 've got a job at Cathay Picture house- Starting work, today.
Please pay me a visit, the stuffs are pretty neat.
Ring me for more details aye!

Hm yup, left to meet Eu, Ps, Rach & their friends for dinner at Borsch Steakhouse.
Food was Okay, but couldn't really enjoy it 'cos my stomach was a fuss.
Headed to liquid kitchen for a drink aft that.
SOMEONE, surprised me on the bus, Eh?
Haha, you're sucha sweetheart i swear! (:
-Juicey.

EH okay. i've gotta go put off the mess a tornado would have caused in my room.
):

I'll update soon- i guess. Haha!
Take care y'all!

<3.

" Only after the last tree has been cut down,
Only after the last river has been poisoned,
Only after the last fish has been caught,
Only then would you find that money
Cannot be eaten. "

- i found this saying in the zoo.

Very meaningful ay.

K Bye!

2006-11-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

Alright Prom's tonight and i can't wait!
But i haven't packed for my hotel stay & My nails are undone.
Hair & make-up's later with the rest!
I've dyed my hair, But i think i'll touch up on it after prom.
& I think i'll put on the pounds after downing a bowl of Ajisen's volcanoe Ramen.
Sigh! Haha, but it's okay. Was worth it! (:

Right The Big O is Over, Finally! (:
gotta look for a job now, to finance the christmas shopping!

YES.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

-My favouritest season EVER!
Christmas trees, street lights, carols, feasts!
Everything's so magical & lovely..
(:
Unfortunately, i MAY be at Beijing during christmas.
Sigh, i wanna celebrate christmas & Gina's birthday HERE! ):
But oh well, the holiday's beyond my control!
heart to heart.
Let's hope it's earlier or later! HEEHEE.

Alright! i've gotta go pack pack now,
I'll miss Jae, Shae & Lu cos the kukus ain't coming for prom!
EH?
they rather watch JH & all.
>:

Hee, still, do know mem livod yap zee!

TILL THEN!

feliznavidad!
<3>

2006-09-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Okay, Good news y'all!
Bobby's since recovered & yes, putting a smile on their faces daily.
AWESOME right.

Right.

AY I'm kina lazy t update what's been going on but yup!
Besides hanging out with the usual people,
I'd Met up with Bestie, Mich, and Cheng Siong during the short hols and yes,
(: Enjoyed myself with all of you!

Oooooh and i've done my fair bit of shopping!
I've comforted myself with the thought that
1. I don't usually shop a lot.
2. I won't be able to spare myself any time to stroll into changing rooms,
whipping out cash & feasting my eyes upon Awesome deals & merchandises

All words & no picture's no fun so here:

This scribbly-font-green-heart-Mambo-top!

This striped Nike top [HAHAHA! Pardon my qian-bian face!]

And i bought a dress! A lovely preeeety dress which i'm too embarassed to upload so there.
(:

Ohhh! and I got this Red small Nike duffle bag.
It's gorgeous i tell you!

Like what i told the clicks- Love at First sight! :x

Okay then i wanted to take a shot with my Mum but she declined & said:

" Why never take when i just came back from work? "
.. So then i just snapped and snapped but it didn't turn out Clear again.
so she said: "See! Look like Ghost know! "

Hahaha!

ANYWAYY.
i took a pic with her backview, Lor.

Then i went into my Room, SNAP!

/
The end.

OH.
I'd actually painstakingly drafted out a rather lenthy bit of my views with regard to the Actions that Singapore took prior to the IMF Meeting.

But, i scraped all of it.

Yes, i had my points.
But i just thought i should not critisize, UNLESS, I could have done the entire task better than the government.
No inferiority however, simply, Reality.

So there-
Absence of that whole chunk.

Alrighhht!

God bless all of us who have a month of Post-Prelim programme to endure.
(:

Till Then!

Yours Truly,

2006-09-08T10:19:00.000+08:00

Everybody, This is my appeal to you.

Please keep this special dog named Bobby, in your prayers.
He, is indeed the little bundle of joy in his family.
Let us Pray that God would ease his suffering-
by enabling a speedy recovery,
so that he may once again jump & bark & bring endless joy to the family.

A little prayer does not take very long to make,
but it can go a long way.

Lord, hear our prayer.

To you: Don't worry. Bobby will be okay, Trust in the God with all your heart. I wanna see the happy and silly idiot in you again. Be strong. Everything will be okay. alright? (:

Thanks y'all,
Anne

2006-08-26T10:20:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!

(:

2006-08-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

" ... Nights. "

I laid in bed with a thousand million thoughts going through my mind.
i wanted so much to talk. to hear your voice.
-i wanted so much to call my confidante.
i wanted so much to have someone with me,

Then i remembered many were having physics prelims tomorrow.

So i turned to writing instead-
It was an alternative for me to express myself without any constraints.
& so i got out of bed to the computer but now,

I'm somewhat speechless.

The heart speaks a language that words alone cannot express.

If only telepathy was genuine.

with great expectations come great disappointments.

When the stars go blue.

I'll get through this somehow.

Till then.

2006-08-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

Alright i'm in the midst of my Preliminary Examinations.
The situation's -bad.
/:

After all the Extra hours we put into studying,
After all the sleep we sacrifice to study,
After all the fatigue we endure beacause of studying.
It IS extremely disappointing.

Anyway, i don't wanna wallow in self-pity.
Doubt i even have the time for that.

I believe that everyone has yet to reach their peak.
& I guess the key to that is to study smart, perservere & Love.
Yes, Love. HAHA! As cheesy as it may sound,
( it is human nature to do the things you love doing- Better. )
so there-
Anne's interpretation of theories.

Fret not, i understand that Actions speak louder than words.
i'll prove it to my Family, loved ones & school.
I'll prove it to myself- that's most important.
yes, an entire cliche.

Studying= Good results = contentment = (:
YANG CLICKS & LOVED ONES = XING FU too, ( without doubt!)

The final stretch to O Levels.
Realrun Marathon on Sunday.
Prelims continuation next week.
Gee.

TILL THEN!

Dear God, please continue to bless all of us.
Please shower seeds of happiness in our daily lives.

To all my friends;
Amidst this stressful period, bear in mind that
I love you. Yes every single one of you.
(:

Here's a reflection:
(Source: Cheng Siong's forwarded Email)

If you woke up this morning

with more health than illness,

you are more blessed than the

million who won't survive the week.

If you have never experienced

the danger of battle,

the loneliness of imprisonment,

the agony of torture or

the pangs of starvation,

you are ahead of 20 million people

around the world.

If you attend a church meeting

without fear of harassment,

arrest, torture, or death,

you are more blessed than almost

three billion people in the world.

If you have food in your refrigerator,

clothes on your back,

a roof over your head and a place to sleep,

you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank,

in your wallet, and spare change

in a dish someplace, you are among

the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still married and alive,

you are very rare,

especially in the United States.

If you hold up your head with a smile

on your face and are truly thankful,

you are blessed because the majority can,

but most do not.

If you can hold someone's hand, hug them

or even touch them on the shoulder,

you are blessed because you can

offer God's healing touch.

If you can read this message,

you are more blessed than over

two billion people in the world

that cannot read anything at all.

You are so blessed in ways

you may never even know.

i am very blessed. very. (:

2006-08-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

SLOW DANCE
(This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital)

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or
listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Indeed.

So there.
I'm off to live life-

& mug.

what an oxymoron.

[But yes, prelims. are. in. a. week's. time. humbug. ]

Till then!
(:

" 我要当你的守护天使, 不管今后发生什么 , 都会一心一意地爱护你, 照顾你. "

:o

2006-07-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

There's a large variety of People.

Never judge one by the cover.
Never judge one by his/her company of friends or family background.

Take a timeout & observe.
Are they always there for you?
Are they always sensitive to how you feel?
Do you feel comfortable with them?
Do you love them- As a friend, as a lover, as a confidante?
Know the difference between a friend/lover and a mere companion.

Look deep into their hearts
Look deep inside YOUR heart.

That's when you'll see who's real to you.
(:

To all my loved ones :
Thank God i found y'all.

Y

& You'll see me gazing upon the moon, always.
(:

2006-06-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

Okay i realised i haven't been blogging as frequent as before.
Pardon.

Attended lessons in school today.
Mimmickings & an attempt to spell a snort in mockery of jae-doh resulted in hard laughs.
(:

Did Math & had a talk with Ms Tan- gained pretty useful insights.
Been thinking about my tertiary education, the courses Universities offer & Occupations.
No, it's not kiasu-ism, No, it's not i-think-too-far.
It's basically drafting the route of my future to ensure i do live life to the fullest & not be left wallowing in regrets.
:D

& Y'know what! I think i get Emo at night.
Haha!
Seems to me that most of the time,
It's only during the night-chats when we're able to talk about & reflect upon deeper & sensitive issues.
The day just seems to be inclined towards shallow, casual topics & merry-making.
(: Perhaps we can call it a Balance.

Take yesterday, for example.
I was cuddled up in bed with class95's love songs playing on my player.

Then i thought- Life's indeed a journey of many terrains.

The persuit of simplicity in the complex nature of life..
The successes & failures..
The dealings of trivial matters that somehow affects us silly..
The surges of joy & the awesome feeling of being blissful..
The future..
The experiences of love..
& well, many more.

I guess our impressions, fluctuating emotions, & yes, Character developments
derive from such priceless experiences. (:

Alright, i'm gonna go meet Pt for dinner.
Till then, folks!

" You've gotta learn to be patient.
Love can't always be perfect.
Love, is just Love. "
- The christmas Blessing by Donna Vanliere.

more precious than Gold.

2006-05-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's Been awhile since my last update.
Many wonderful events & i've uploaded some of the pics onto friendster so there.
(:

School's made us morph into cheena-mamas!
MT PAPER 1, PAPER 2, Check previous papers- Daily.
Ultimately beneficial though. (:

The results for MYEs have been released
& I'm Kinda Academically dissatisfied.
Gotta be more industrious & motivated this time.

That aside, Life's been Awesome - Beautiful people & all.
Thank God i found every one of you! Y

Alright, That's bout it-
But i shall leave everyone with this Heart-warming story.
A little lengthy, but worthwhile nevertheless.
Enjoy;

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy.
Saying that it has got to do with family background,
& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often.
Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him:
"How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy wasn't good with his words,
this often caused the girl to be very upset.

With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vented her anger on him.
He, however, only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl:

"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you.
If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life.
As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round.
Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination,
the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married.
So before he left, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls.
Though it was hard, both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work,
she was knocked down by a car that lost control.

When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed.
She realised that she was badly injured.
Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her.
But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.

She had lost her voice......

The doctors said that the impact on her brain had caused her to lose her voice.
Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, Only the constant silent cries accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seemed to be the same.
Except for the ringing tone of her phone.
Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.

She did not wish to let the guy know.
& not wanting to be a burden to him,
she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him.
In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply,
and countless of phonecalls,
all the girl could do, was to break down helplessly.

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life.
Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back.
She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her.
Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope,
containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding.
The girl's heart was shattered.
she opened the letter, and saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on,
she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her

"I've spent a year's time to learn sign language.
Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise.
Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. "

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.
The girl finally smiled. (:

-

Till Then!

Love is not to forget but to forgive
Not to see but to understand
Not to hear but to listen
Not to let go but to hold on

2006-05-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

anne lim an ni had lit as well as science paper today.
she was supposed to wake up at 5am in the morning but no, she turned off the alarm, as usual.
had red house meeting till 3 plus in school.
after school, she went straight to compass with ani to meet bongok and juliet.
then, they took a train down to plaza singapura to meet up with wen feng and gina!
had lunch and dessert, pig.
after lunch, they went back to compass to slack. seriously slacking!
bought the long peach stick and complained that bongok eat too slowly, but actually she was enjoying it.
i bet anne had fun sucking the stick, opps (sounded wrong)
met Li ting and another girl (sorry, i don't know her name) at compass too.
home and she's lazy to update her blog so here i am, being a nice pt, i offered help to her. aww.
so there goes anne's day ;)
till then- pt

2006-05-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

:D

This is gonna be a long entry but i MUST make it.
(sorry, dudes! )
Its all words but i'll put in the pics after i get hold of 'em!

My SWEET SIXTEEN was absolutely AWESOME.
I've got plenty of people to thank.

FOURTHMAY, 2006.

We had a Math exam in the morning.
TING SHAE HAI LEE SHARON LUCIA.
Thanks for the lovely Rose & present.
And thanks for smacking me 16 times EACH.
& pulling out my clips and rubberband while walkin outta sch.
:S i Love you guys, nevertheless! :D

Went town t meet Fam for lunch.
Than i went home t wait for the people.
[ GINA WFENG ANI KEL JUL LEI PEUNICE]
So i waited & waited for about an hour.

Suddenly, the phone rang & i was instructed t look out of my window.
& So i did, that was when i saw my Mattaal opposite with the banner & a lil extra something which i shall not expose in here. :D
But it was definitely the sweetest, ever! <3!

the ~~3 pigs~~ kel jul & lei locked the rest of us outta my kitchen
& they burned the whole kitchen down.
HAHA! nah lah, they weren't that bad afterall.
:D Chicken & PRATA WITH CHEESE SAUSAGE. :D
yes yes.
played zong ji mi ma with the balance :D

Then we chillaxed around & took pics.
Gold card, :D :D

then Gina pulled me t the room & conned me into chatting with her.
when we decided t go out..

-Lights out.
-Peunice playing birthday song on the piano.
-The rest of them singing.
-Birthday cake lit up.
-A moment like this was played.
-Made a birthday wish.
-Indulged in the Mango Cake, snacks, & vodka.
:D :D
I was totally surprised & gay i tell you! :D
it was just so Awesome.

Was around 8+ when we went down to the lil "park"
:D
i was told we'd just be going down t chat & stuff.
but upon finding that circlular stagelike spot,
Gina ~~(LOO-ED)~~ LURED me away again.
haha!

Then i heard them calling my name & when i went back..
They were all holding on to sparklers & ya!
:D i swear that was THE lovliest sight t behold.
Then we engaged ourselves in sparklers-playing.
it was totally thrilling & enjoyable. :D :D
esp. ALL our reactions when the noisy sparkler finally got lit.

oh man oh man oh man!
:D i loveeee so much!

Then we changed location & played a game of truth-&-truth. (:
The day was absolutely fantastic, No.
MORE than fantastic.
:D

Thanks again guys!
[ GINA WFENG ANI KEL JUL LEI PEUNICE]
i love y'all A LOT & i truly treasure each and every one of you. :D

& my PRECIOUS,
THANK YOU for everything.
:D :D :D
For the celebration, the effort, the sweet actions and thoughts,
for my smiles & laughter, for being you.
i zhen xi.
Y !

ALSO,
MICHELLE (NIANG!) , KWAI (GRAMPS!), CHERLY (BRO! )
You three sweetening jia ren!
thanks for delivering the present all the way t my doorstep.
"Fed-ex, we live t deliver. :D "
And the present itself- Not an easy task, i know.
Thanks for the patience & all.
You bunch are lovely darlings!
I LOVE Y'ALL A LOT okay! (:

AND,
Bestie! Ramona! Feng! Hai lee! Ani! Gina! Dyan! Lucia! Jess! buddy! precious! Karen! Ah yi! Anna! Sharon! Glynis! Char! kwai! poh sim! michelle! mervyn! Chee lim! Soc! Jo! Margie! Nirash! Maine! Ting! Amanda! Samantha! Nat! Jae doh! Kuanjie! Xue Pin! Cheng Siong! Cheryl! Emily!Vanessa! Rachael! Charlie! & all the others who have made my day special,
Thanks for the wishes/presents! :D
LOVE Y'ALL! :D

Ahhhh, and yes did i mention,
The last day of my fifteenth-yearhood, 030506
was partially spent at the playground with pt & partner.
:D
Yesterday, the day AFTER i hit 16,
we spent it at the playground too.
The usual three pigs & clicks! :D
LOL.
It's just a minor case of Prolonged childhood.

ANYWAY,
Now you see why my sweet16 was so awesome? :D
i owe it t all my lovely lovely sweethearts in my life, really.
:D
i can't smile without you.

PS: TING! (: <-- TILL THEN! I'm fortunate,
I'm contented.
(:

2006-04-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

It's scary and nostalgic thinking bout how two people can drift away so much.
I guess even if one tries to sustain whatever is left of that friendship,
it won't work if the other is oblivious to it.
It takes two hands to clap. Indeed.

Okay so here's a shoutout to the people i love a lot;

Although we may not be able to have the time of our lives together daily,
I cherish every single friendship i share with each & every one of you.
I know all these may sound cliche-d but yeah,
Know that you're always in my thoughts.
Please don't ever doubt my love for you guys.
(:

I mean it.

Yeppers.
The examination week has commenced.
i doubt a satisfactory grade in the 2 papers i've done so far.
Gotta pull up my socks.
& Well Besides that, Life has been Joyful.
Thank you.
(:

Yesterday was Gay.
:D
Kel, Gina, Leisha & Ani came over t my place
& we ended up chilling out. lol
Photographs, Colin&Kero, Lump noodling, etc.
I Enjoy the Company, & the stuff we do.
" ohhhh yeahhhh! " :D
-

Counting down!
It's another FIVE days to the Fourth of May.
It would be a significant day as it marks the 16th year of existance of yours truly, (:
& the mathematics examination.
[ /: what a killjoy. ]
Nevermind! :D :D

On a random note: I MADE MILO DINOSAUR TODAY! :D

Okay off to Gardens t meet them!
Till then!

Y

2006-04-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

:D
Finally updating.

Hm,

PFT was on thurs & DADA!
Mem livod yap a lot. Thanks for the encouragement & all.
The award- i owe part of it to you. (:
<3!

Been mugging sessioning quite a bit i guess?
-With TheClicks! [Ani Feng Gina & me] & the black&white pigs. [ KTPL, Juliet & Partner. ]
-With Dada & Shae on Monday.
:D

Chinese oral yesterday & i screwed it up, Major.
For starters, i didn't even understand the question.
So i repeated the question after her & stared blankly;
Then i stuttered along the passage,
And chunks of English came out in the conversation.
felt like a total nincompoop then. /:
Anyway! it's over. Gotta work harder for the written one then.
(:

Harbour Fronted with Mattaal aft that!
We've yet to find our Yong He Dou jiang you tiao shop!
(: Heh.
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai.. ( -Awwww) x6?
~~thickskinned~~ HAHAHA. :D
Y!

There are 11 days to my birthday! :D
Rejoice.
But there's Mid Year examinations. Tsktsk;
Oh well.
(:

Oh yess, i've yet to put up the 100 things for Dada but i'm kinda Lazy so let's do 10 at a time k.

1. I consume fries in a strategic manner sometimes (:
2. I Love churros.
3. I love special, surprising thoughts & actions, no matter how small they are. (:
4. I wanna have a GAY friend. (:
5. Music is my life, so my iPod Nano's a gem to me.
6. I believe in karma- what goes around comes around! (:
7. I don't quite enjoy horror or action-packed films.
8. I'm a Taurus ( stubborn, But loves deeply. HA. )
9. I like the colour Red.
10. My radio's usually set to class 95 Love songs at night.

Okay i'm off to meet them for mugging!
hawhaw. Wish me productivity luck.

Till then!
(:

It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go,

2006-04-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Y
" Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. "
(: